Sunday, 19 February 2012
I'm not sure if you're ever gonna read this,
but if you do, I just wanted to let you know, that I love you and for whatever I posted, I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry if it was inappropriate, I'm sorry if it brought up the past - things that you didn't want to remember. But I honestly didn't do it to hurt you. I did it as a reminder to myself, a reminder that I shouldn't take love for granted. There's so many things in my life now are just plain reminders of the many relationships that I've lost because I've taken people for granted. It's something I just can't escape from. every corner of my room is filled with tokens & memories that never fail to haunt me. And somehow I thought that if I confronted it face on and had the strength to face it and admit that I was wrong and had lost something so precious, one day it would all stop haunting me. I don't expect anything, I don't have an ulterior motive. I don't want him back in my life, I gave up that option the very day I walked away from him. But I honestly am happy for the both of you, have been ever since the day you got together. The only thing I regret is losing two people that I hold dear to my heart at the same time, cause when I burnt down one bridge, the other came down along with it even though I didn't plan for it. Till this day, I still regard you as someone really dear to my heart, someone I treasure dearly. I miss how close we were, all the crazy things we would do together, I miss all of that from the bottom of my heart. And if there's anything I would like to do, I would love to restore lost friendships but never to plunge this fading friendships further into the depths of no return.
you'll know who you are, if I interpreted everything correctly
and I would love to hear from you x.
♥ cheryllimsuwen, 29/11.
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