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and it cut me like a knife Monday, 30 June 2008  DISCLAIMER : its a super sentimental post
his death made me realise how precious life was and how i never want to lose a loved one. that pain and that regret. i never want to face the day when i have to accept the fact that they're gone. but i know, this day will surely come. but till that day, i'll treasure every moment have with them. thankyou so so much, and may you rest in peace, god bless. and the world is coming to an end, and i realised something, i want to get married before i die. 11 roses both pink and white, a loving husband/boyfriend, a beach wedding, with a pink diamong ring. thats my fantasy wedding ( sry, i'm just fantasizing again ) i want to be able to say when i reach heaven that i've met my prince charming and that he was the 2nd best thing to happen to me ( the 1st is GOD ) and i wish that i'll find you someday its all a fact, only the truth/reality can let you realise many things. i'm super sorry for the sudden rants of emo-ness. its just that so many thing happened today and it made me think so much, on how fragile life is and how i should live my life to the fullest. for making me believe Sunday, 29 June 2008  joshua is super cute :D and i'm a super lagger, i just realised that he is joseph's brother. the cuteness runs in the family.and i have the sudden urge to go shop spree at blogshops. (oh damn) i'm bloody broke now, i want money to grow on trees. or someone to be my money tree. i'll love you if you are my money tree, i promise. Global warming is true. ( for the sake of certain people )  Boy it aint easy Saturday, 28 June 2008  i guess, i'm just emotionally unresponsive.all that pain has left me numb. and now, when i look back, all i have is regret and that un-cherished love we once shared.      its a 15 km hike, and all because we went up the threetop walk. and i'm dead tired now. i have no idea how i survived through rangers, i practically slept on the bus ride. and i love the pretty pretty donut i bought. ( insert many hearts ) and i finally officially submitted my SMA. hahahas (laughs) gosh, it was the best part of my day. the joy after going through so much. they're called the elite for a reason, they're the best, and its just a fact. and you'll just hope to be like them, someday,someday...  and i was just naive enough to believe Friday, 27 June 2008  it seemed like time had stopped,and all the memories of the past were waiting to be re-lived. i feel like SUPERWOMANN today, i have totally no idea why. maybe its because of what i achieved today; 1. managed to get $750 from the councillors for the council tee 2. somehow, i managed to write my chinese compo 3. i understand science, and i think it's easy 4. i ate chocolates in class again (tsk. tsk.) 5. went to settle the council tee printing 6. guides <3 7. visited my uncle and i skipped malay again, was planning to get back on time though, and it really isn't my fault this time. i reached the printer's place at 2.10pm discussed with him till 2.55. and i even cabbed back to try to reach on time/ or at least a little of the lesson. and i reached school at 3.15. i ran all the way up and then the teacher just walked out of class. okay, i tried.  or just simply falling in love Thursday, 26 June 2008  its a fact, everything has changed.the people i once knew, aren't the same anymore and its all because of the same reason, power and guys. its ruining me, its turning me bitter. and i just can't help it, i hate it. someone, please save me. its an emotional day, i was happy, sad, angry, excited, estatic. and to add on, super busy. the pressure's here again. and its here to stay for good. but i shall stay positive. 1/8 has a new councillor DANIEL :D goodbye kevin. and i found out that i was in NDP girl guides marching contingent. okay its the school's one cause i'm too bloody short to make it for NDP. stupid height limit. and my life only really began after school, went to meet the vendor to print the beautiful council tee. we had to go all the way to aljunied. it cost $19, and we discussed for like 1 hour +. then went back for council invest rehearsal.yes, i admit to being a kuku after school. i shall be firm and not care about what you're trying to say. i know what you're trying to do to us and i won't fall for your trap.  your love was a lie Wednesday, 25 June 2008  i love/hate today. it was a fun/sad day. and i finally got all the things off my chest/bottled up many feelings. okay, i'm just super contradicting about my perfect/suckish life.i love today because; school starts at 8 recessed with jassy sat with jassy for lesson (and bitched with her too) got many things off my chest had guides i hate today because; had to come early for council stuff had pe and i pulled my muscle ( i heard a snap sound ) was irritated by many people bottled many feelings inside politics and the bitchy people of anderson omg, you guys freaking suck. you didn't tell us when you dismissed the rest and you knew where we were. oh don't try to act innocent, i know you know we hate you. and we're not scared of you, and we're not afraid to show you. you guys think we don't know what you've been saying about other people? oh no, we know alot. of things, so watch out. BTW, barney is LOVEDD.  the test of time. Tuesday, 24 June 2008  today was a darn-ly awesome day and its the 2nd day of school, i'm somehow in a stoning mood. so everything seems just pure STONE to me. we decided council tee colours :DD turquoise tee, black design and red balloon. hahas yays :DD and it seems like the best after hearing the other super crap colour combination. and dean keeps calling me XIAOMEIMEI. which seems super irritating but better than hobbit. but nvm, and that guy i saw that day was kenji. oh i knew it. and we crapped loads during dnt. and i turned emo after school. i have no idea why though, maybe because of thinking of all those emo thoughts. but nevermind, i have decided to be happy & positive. and suddenly, we had emergency council meeting, so i went to save the day. and we learnt many things from mrs cheong. and after that was a total series of events, 1. help jas and weixin with their invitations 2. crapped at bubbletea shop and close envelopes 3. crap on the way to the bus-stop 4. take bus 74 to hougang while behaving like a little kid on the bus 5. do hmk while waiting for ally and joylynn. 6. discuss backpacking details with ally 7. discuss with both about other trips  "He gave me a smile that made my heart melt." Monday, 23 June 2008  and when i've been hurt by you,you'll never be able to see tose tears i cried. the cut heals, but the scar will always be there.
1. Mr Low Siew Thian ( ex hist teacher) - Mr Yong Eng Kiat ( new hist teacher ) 2. Mr Khairul Nizam ( the best reading teacher ever ) - Ms Ranjini ( new reading teacher ) 3. Mr Khairul Nizam ( the best lit teacher ever ) - Mr Eu ( new lit teacher ) 4. Mdm Neo ( ex geography teacher ) - Mr Fadzly ( new geog teacher. yays ) 3 things i like to do; 'dance, bitch, camwhore 2 things that are unique about me; 'i am a pink and lime green freak 'i laugh like spongebob things that you do not know about me; ' i am actually barney in disguise ( just kidding) ' i was in ballet in primary school ' i am not naturally black but tanned. Shafiqah darhling, you'll never be replaced. you're just uniquely 2/3, and i miss you oh so much. i saw the message you left for 2/3. we miss you super much. iloveyou shafiqah (inserts many hearts here). and we bitched after school again :DD "He gave me a smile that made my heart melt." "The day you showed me your heart was the day I found my purpose." Sunday, 22 June 2008  its just my shattered past; goodbye to the memories I've left behind. i love my blubber. oh gosh, he's cute and chubby. and i'm screwed, i just checked ande portal to massive horror about the chinese stuff that i have to do by tmr cause the freaking first chinese lesson is tmr. RESPECT.we deserve it. "The day you showed me your heart was the day I found my purpose." "If a hug from me conveys to you how much I love you, then I wish to hold you in my arms for ever and ever." Saturday, 21 June 2008  that hope i once had in you. its all gone now, you never believed in it that love i once had in you. its all gone now, you never cherished it that joy i once had in you. its all gone now, you never noticed it boy, you've lost it all. it's all gone now, and its a busy day today. 1. guides walkathon in the morning, and i was on bee hoon duty with sharon. actually, i was more of a errand person, i ran to junction 8 twice to run errands, once with sharon and the second time with junying. and imagine how kuku i looked, first i carried a giant bag of 10 baguettes. then i carried the baguettes and when to pick tomato's, while holding the bread. FASTFORWARDD. i ended up looking like some auntie who goes to NTUC ( no offence, seriously ) then helped promote for the craft store, then for ice-cream store. 2. rangers meeting. joylynn is the new patrol guide of royal whale patrol :DD yays. and i finally submitted my SMA. i probably used 1000+ reinforcement rings on the file. and its super thick now. GMA, here i come. 3. cell group barbecue. thanks alan for fetching me there and deborah, jingyi and yingxin for organizing and yingxin's dad for fetching me home. and this is according to gloria: star wars most famous sentence is " I AM YOUR FATHER. " and this is according to me: deborah you are so famous and can i have your " Fats. " and i laughed loads during the whole bbq. and oh gosh, i have a blister on my leg from wearing ankle socks too much. ohh darn. and congrats shirley and eugin :DD "If a hug from me conveys to you how much I love you, then I wish to hold you in my arms for ever and ever." "I have fallen in love with you, it's as simple and as complicated as that." Thursday, 19 June 2008  and if i fall; will you be there to catch me, and to tell me that everything is going to be okay Happy Belated Birthday ChingkangGANdi. sry, my friendster is retarded. (tsk tsk) (rants) all the things i must do: clear all my hmk, SMA by tmr which is now super possible, pray for a miracle for SRP, find someway to make my hand recover, if not, find a way to lug all my stuff from point to point, stop thinking of shopping, get myself addicted to dancing, continue bitching about the bfh, find a way to get my tiny tee to expand, remove my beautiful nail polish, know how to get to deb's house, and lastly, doing everything i must do. oh shit, i'm screwed.
"I use to dream of the special little things that would mean so much to the heart but since I have met you, they come true every day with you."  its all the PROMISES made once upon a timethey used to make me smile, and feel like the luckiest girl on this world but now, i realised they were all its all shattered now, not only the promises, but my heart too. i'll never trust you again. SMA SMA SMA SMA SMA. oh gosh, i'm freakking high now. "Once upon a time were dreams of loving you, but now loving you is for real." Wednesday, 18 June 2008  i love today :DD i passed my CPR, omg. yays. and it was surprisingly easy, and to think i studied super hard for it. and i was made into a luohan fish when joyce tied the bandage on my forehead. the instructer is super suibian, he just make sure we know how to do roughly then pass us. and i ate happy meal for lunch. hahas, and i got 2 free toys. oh god, i feel super lame right now. it was pure fun after leaving the stupid red cross building, we bitched about people on the train all the way to toa payoh. then we went to get our sweets and drinks. its wednesday, the 'bring your own bag or pay' day. childhood memories were re-lived. me, qianci and finn went to play the video game thingy, where you step on the mat and play some stupid yet fun game. and all the little kids all staring at the three kuku girls in blue stomping around the mat. DONUTS ARE LOVE; our dinner was donuts, oh god, its heavenly. ( with exception of the green tea one ). and we took pics at the small little park in the middle of toa payoh. i had this crazy crazy idea, to bandage our hands, we're 1st aiders now. and must be proud of it :DD so me, finn and sharon bandaged our left arm all with large arm sling and then we rushed to AMK mrt. a lot of people stare then say, " so coincidental, all same hand at the same time" its super fun. then were forced to take out by certain people. rawrs. the gateway is ridiculously huge, and i walked the whole thing mainly without holding the rails. hahas, and we (me, qianci & joyce) screamed like crazy. the scouts are probably freaked out by us now. the campfire ended early, cause of the stupid rain. it stopped soon after the campfire over. and honestly, i'm starting to hate you. and the certain people didn't allow us to tie the bandages after the campfire, so me and finn went to the bus-stop to tie and wait for the others, and we bitched about people there again. continued our bitching at macs where more people bitched with us. and we crapped on the overhead bridge to the bus stop. i love A*guides. && i love the sec2's in A*guides.
"Once upon a time were dreams of loving you, but now loving you is for real." "My love is like an endless chapter; with every turn of a page it grows deeper, deeper, and deeper ...." Tuesday, 17 June 2008  its like early in the morning and my mum sends me to bishan mrt station instead of kovan because its on the way and its about the same distance to dhoby ghaut. and the stupid train station was packed because of some servicing they had to do early in the morning. i missed 2 trains (wasted 6 minutes of my precious time) before i finally got onto the train,and it was super crowded. i had to fight my way out to get out of the stupid train, and i was almost late for the CPR course. CPR was disgusting today, the ewww pictures and the way she described it. yes, i had to give the dummy the kiss of life again, not once, but six times. and my arms are aching like hell after doing 105 compressions on the stupid dummy. i better pass. and i found a nicer white Ripcurl long wallet which cost $29. its super nicee. okay, so i'm fickle. but your choices change when you find some better stuff. and besides, it's longer, cheaper and not so common. "My love is like an endless chapter; with every turn of a page it grows deeper, deeper, and deeper ...." "When I am with you, I wish I could stop time so I could spend forever with you and never have to leave your company." Monday, 16 June 2008  its just another severe Heartbreak. i'm broken into a million pieces, those delicate cracklines. i gave you my heart and told you, its fragile. please handle with care. and now, its all over my dear boy.   hello :DD i'm suddenly super hyper after kissing a stupid dummy 4 times and violating joyce twice today. yes, CPR. its super confusing, the theory and practical, basically its everything about it. but its fun, and i made many super ridiculous comments during the lesson. i hate the test on weds, and worse of all the cert can only be taken in 4 weeks time after weds, that is if i pass. ( sobs. ) wanted to use it in SMA. so now, i've got one more thing to do. and we shopped during lunch break, i want to get my light pink billabong long wallet which cost $30, its super soft. but apparently, i'm broke. may money drop from the sky. Cheryl Lim Su Wen has decided to turn nerd and study super hard to go to 3/1'09. trust me, nerds will rule the world some day. heres to being NERDILICIOUS. "When I am with you, I wish I could stop time so I could spend forever with you and never have to leave your company." "To live without you is to take a whole lifetime's worth of happiness away." Sunday, 15 June 2008  its just a simple thing called LOVE. we swore to be together forever, to love each other for the rest of eternity, and look at where we are now. it just our ended love. damn, i'm broke.i need $150 for shopping and i'm going to buy a lot of stuff. i still need money for the movie and additional stuff. we're going to shop from forever21, to fareast plaza, to marina square, to bugis street. retailtherapy is lovedd. "To live without you is to take a whole lifetime's worth of happiness away." "You and I. Together we can touch the sky." Saturday, 14 June 2008  you can't seem to let go the past. and all you hope for is that time will rewind. back to the past, where there was me and you. the fact is, i haven't got over you. that love we shared and the promise we made. you were my sweethart and i was your baby. and we swore to make our love last forever. i'll always remember those moments we shared. till that day, you told me you found someone else. the pain hit me like a gunshot right through my heart. 3 words, lets break up. those words, i never want to hear them again. our love, our promise, our memories. i cried for days and those tears were all because of you. and that love that we shared that you never cherished. that huge scar on my heart,its all you. you showed me love, and brought me pain. i never want to be hurt again. goodbye my babyboy. Rewind; its all over. ( rant. ) hols hmk, damnit. its time to get serious. "You and I. Together we can touch the sky." "I look at you, you look at me and all the world melts away. I know this feeling, it's meant to be, and I am here to stay." Friday, 13 June 2008  met huixiang to do deco proposal. we finished the proposal :DD i've got a dramatic life. tears, smiles, anger, jealousy, its just the drama of bring a teenage girl. sry its crap. so far, the impossible to others yet its just a few steps away from me.SMA you know i'm coming for you. its tmr if i work super hard today, or its weeks and weeks later. 2nd in Singapore, youngest girl/person to get it. you can do it girl (: "I look at you, you look at me and all the world melts away. I know this feeling, it's meant to be, and I am here to stay." "Just when love was fading, you became a part of me, and showed me what love really means." Wednesday, 11 June 2008  i hate my muslces (rant rant rant) they're super hard and solid ; ewww. its just the result of rock-climbing, trekking up the super humongous/steep hill. i shall go on an anti-muscle mission, i want to be muscle-less again. ( pray 75130964 times ) and i shall reply tags now. i'm super laggish, yes, i agreee. -FINN(: ; we're the F21addicts. and must ask me out next time with the guides ;D CasiylLOVELOVE; yes babeh, i miss you like hell too. we have to meetup with the other girls sometime okay? (: Jingfang; hello, we'll see each other soon (: milooboy; thanks milooo :DD i will SMILEEE Deborah; oh no, dearie. do not get the wrong idea timi; freakking imposterrr. shayne; hello (: of course i rmb you. you're linked darhling :DD Jingyi; you always get me gay stuff. (: but nvm, its the thought that counts *-* Jassy; you closed down your blog, sadsadsad. sry, i don't think we can go out le. cause we're all busy busy people. Jaslyn; no, i do not dance sexayyeeee. i screwed the dance up. ): Dimeng; hahas, now you're calling me limlim too ;D yes, we did it "Just when love was fading, you became a part of me, and showed me what love really means." "Having you to love is reason enough to celebrate."  Happy Birthday Daddy :DDwent to school at 8 again and i lugged my radio to school. its kind of freakish because the security guard knows me, probably because i come to school practically everyday except when i'm at camps. the 4minutes dance is nicee, and we taught the rest how to dance it. 1/2 the council knows how to dance it now :DD and being dance i/c is not easy, yes i'm serious. and i'm koon ming today, treasurer general :DD i'm an imposter exco'08. i'm a nerd now, just did my wk1 & wk2 hist assignment on iperspective, then i'm gonna finish up my geog and do my movie for council :DD mugmugmug. and i'm going shopping nxt thurs, yays for shopping :DD. retail therapy is loveddd. "Having you to love is reason enough to celebrate." "You take away my breath and my sense of time...it seems to stop when I'm with you..." Tuesday, 10 June 2008  yes, i'm being a nerd now doing my hols hmk. i'm finally starting :DD and its raining super heavily. i miss playing in the rain, like some small kid 8 years ago. okay, back to studying geog. okay, today is a busy busy busy day. went to school at 8 to choreo dance, i love the 4 minutes dance but the 80's dance is super corny. left at 9 for the bintan trip thingy, there's surprisingly very little unglam shots for us. :DD but got the stupid video of me at the obstacle course. rehearse for invest, hahas. its super cool, i represent olivia; sprint head. then its super weird. and i don't like kheng feng and yong jia { actually only kheng feng }, they stand beside me with me in the middle so i look even shorter, evil. and i know this is super random, but i seriously want/need/must go shopping if not i'll die soon. $$$. was super bored and did my wallpaper thing for Aqilah & hidhir.
and i edited my photo from yesterday :DD it looks sooo much better now.
"You take away my breath and my sense of time...it seems to stop when I'm with you..." "My heart belongs to you. I know because I feel complete when you're around." Monday, 9 June 2008  i'm super bloody tanned now, its the results of going to 3 camps consecutively. i'm darker than so many people. and my nivea whitening cream doesn't seem to be working. i aspire to be a white person :D went to school at 8 am to choreo dance. they pushed the deadline forward like 9 days, and our dance was just 1/2 done. i've got massive eyebags now,just the consequences of sleeping super late. watching high school musical 2 and laughing at the ppl in the show is kinda fun. and we managed to get some moves out of the video after watching it for 75139064 times. i totally hate the song 4-minutes and night fever now. i saw 10 stupid cockroaches today. the whole opposite of andersonsec is infested with cockroached, its super ewwww. we had a doodling session, basically ever one took a marker and started drawing on someone else, especially kevin. smiley face, raindrop, sharmini's super sick thing & iloveyou. and we camwhored.   my life is just plain superficial, its just filled with lies and pain. i can't "When I follow my heart it leads to yours." Sunday, 8 June 2008  yes, its a happy happy day today :DD i went early to davids for set up. and my blubber came :DD yes, i missed him a lot. didn't go for cell. cause i was super tired and i went home to sleep for like 4 hours. i bought my sky blue FBT shorts :DD okay, the colour is kinda weird but its a sudden crave to go shopping.Retail Therapy is lovedd. i miss shopping, and i definately must go shopping once in this hols.i seriously need new clothes. i've got s sudden crave to buy fbt shorts :DD all the weird colours; red, hot pink,   and F21 spree :DD and i'm suddenly a huge fan of juicy couture, its super expensive but it sells nice stuff. i shall save up to buy some nicee nicee stuff from juicy couture :DD
and i love this random checkered shirt i found at a shopblog, it cost $19. :DD
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