Tuesday, 28 August 2012
The moment you break down crying.You hold in everything until the moment you are finally alone in your room. You go to school, put up with all the people from school, you have to hold in your feelings and tears until you get home from school, your relationship with someone is now going down hill, then you have to deal with the shit your parents are giving you. One problem became something so much more to handle, every little thing in your life is going completely wrong and the moment you finally get time to be alone and catch a breather, you just sit there and break down thinking about everything.
Monday, 27 August 2012
USS with the IBZ kids today :)
So happy cause I got two things of my bucket list today, I rode my very first roller coaster (and then many many more times today) and I finally made a trip down to USS.
Feeling pretty sick now, from walking around the entire place and going on roller coasters while I was dripping wet from the rain, water show and Jurassic Park Rapids thingy but it's all worth it <3
Cheryl's Bucket list
No 73. Go to USS
No 151. Have my first rollercoaster ride
Accomplished 27 August 2012
Sunday, 26 August 2012
It's the simple things in life that make us the happiest (:
Saturday, 25 August 2012
A heart of gratitude
Thursday, 23 August 2012
Thank you God for blessing me above and beyond what I deserve
Wednesday, 22 August 2012
Tuesday, 21 August 2012
Yakitori chicken cubes x Enoki mushrooms x Cha soba
Don't know why but I lost my appetite for the past few days and ended up skipping 10 meals consecutively before finally being able to stomach down a meal today. Decided to cook up a hearty lunch today and prayed that it would work it's magic and help restore my appetite, and it did for that one meal which is better than nothing at this point in time.
Planning my menu for tomorrow; hopefully these meals will work too
Breakfast: Caramelized bananas with french toast
Lunch/Dinner: Teriyaki Salmon Steak
Monday, 20 August 2012
Sometimes, the best things happen when we least expect them.
Thankful for all the timely reminders that came today and I'm thankful for the people who care :)
There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.
- 1 John 4:18
In you I find my strength
Sunday, 19 August 2012
I believe in miracles
Saturday, 18 August 2012
"The purpose of our lives is to be happy" - Dalai Lama
God's timing is perfect
Thursday, 16 August 2012
We don't always understand God's methods, His ways don't always make sense to us, but we need to realize that God sees the big picture. Never fear because God is getting everything lined up in your life. You may not feel it; you may not see it. Your situation may look like it did for the past 10 years, but then one day, in a split second of time, God will bring it all together. When it is God's timing, all the forces of darkness can't stop Him. When it's your due season, God will bring it to pass.
Things aren't going right and people are disappointing me.
To be honest, I'm angry.
I'm angry at how people can be so self-righteous, so full of themselves with no sense of remorse even after they have done wrong. How they can feel so justified about their mistakes and how they make excuses for they've done by turning the situation around and making themselves the victims. People like this make me sick to my gut.
I'm angry at how people are such cowards nowadays, they avoid problems, they refuse to admit what the real causes are and choose to make excuses instead. "Don't tell your daughters not to step out into the night. Instead, teach your sons better." Don't blame others or make excuses for what's really going on, but face it and do something to deal with it instead of always running away like a bloody coward. I'm not going to stand for such nonsense anymore.
I'm angry at how people are so insincere, if you want to be my friend, there's only one thing I ask of which is to be sincere. Don't tell me that you care and that you'll be there when you won't. Don't apologize when you don't mean it, it just makes things worse. Don't freaking do anything if you're insincere cause people know when you're being insincere and can tell how much of a farce you are. I don't need such hypocrites in my life, cause they'll only bring about more destruction than good.
I'm angry at how people take second chances for granted. Some people just don't learn from their mistakes. If you told someone that you're going to treasure them the second time around, that you're going to do better this time then mean it and do it. Just because someone can find it in themselves to forgive you and let you back into their life once doesn't mean that they can do it again the third time. Don't be an idiot and repeat the same mistakes, because second chances don't come by easy and third chances rarely even exist. There's a limit to how much someone can take before they give up, and don't push this limits, cause you don't want to know what happens when the lines are crossed.
I'm angry at how people make promises but don't keep them. Promises are made to be kept, and if you can't do that then don't even bother making them at all cause your words have no value in them.
I'm angry at how people are unappreciative. Take time to say thank you, to tell others that they are appreciated, don't always assume that you don't have to thank anyone cause you deserved everything that they did for you. No way in hell, stop being so smug and prideful, but learn to be appreciative instead.
Starting to lose faith in people. God help me.
Mostly strangers, barely lovers
Wednesday, 15 August 2012
Can't believe a year has passed by like that.
A year ago on this day, we made decisions that have changed the course of our lives, or my life at least.
You told me that one day I'll look back and realize that it's all for the best.
I'm thankful that you let me go, you wanted me to be happier, to meet someone better and now that I look back I realize it's for the best because God knows how much heartache and tears you would have brought into my life if you didn't. Thank you for wanting the best for me, for wanting me to seek the happiness that I deserved, something that you could have never offered me.
So many moments in our life has come and gone, and at times I still look back at those memories, I still feel the familiar heartache but this time around I can find it in myself to smile, to embrace these memories that were once so dear; it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
I love you, I always have and always will .x
But I deserve so much better and I am going to find better.
Tuesday, 14 August 2012
Monday, 13 August 2012
So thankful to have you in my life (:
LOVE YOU ALLY DEAREST ♥
Sunday, 12 August 2012
It's so disheartening.
Trying so hard yet failing all the time.
Maybe I'm putting too much pressure on myself, stressing myself out all the same.
But right now, I just feel really stupid, like I can't do anything right.
This is exactly how I felt back in 2010, and these fears are coming back to haunt me.
God, help me to stop feeling this way.
Love like no other
Saturday, 11 August 2012
Friday, 10 August 2012
Right at this moment, I just want to feel numb.
I don't want to feel anything but numb.
Cause that's a million times better than what I'm feeling right now.
When you feel too much, sometimes you just want to be able to feel nothing.
hope for the future
Thursday, 9 August 2012
This time of the year has always been the worse for me, has been this way for the last couple of years.
But it'll be over someday and I'll continue believing in that.
On that day when I see
All that You have for me
When I see You face to face
There surrounded by Your grace
All my fears swept away
In the light of Your embrace
Where Your love is all I need
And forever I am free
Where the streets are made of gold
In Your presence healed and whole
Let the songs of heaven
Rise to You alone
No weeping no hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness no sick or lame
No hiding You hold me now
You hold me now
In this life I will stand
Through my joy and my pain
Knowing there's a greater day
There's a hope that never fails
Where Your Name is lifted high
And forever praises rise
For the glory of Your Name
I'm believing for the day
Where the wars and violence cease
All creation lives in peace
Let the songs of heaven
Rise to You alone
All my heart will give
All the glory to Your Name
Tuesday, 7 August 2012
Cheryl's Bucket list
No 132. Dip dye my hair
Accomplished 7 August 2012
See the magic
Sunday, 5 August 2012
Memories captured on film .x
Your promises will never fail me
Saturday, 4 August 2012
The strength to forgive
Friday, 3 August 2012
"I don't forgive people because I'm weak,
I forgive them because I'm strong enough to know that people make mistakes"
Blessings from above
Wednesday, 1 August 2012
NP Scholarship Awards Ceremony 2012; certainly a day to remember.
Can't believe a year has passed since the previous awards ceremony. Once again I am forever thankful for all that I have been blessed with. I'm thankful for such an amazing family that has supported me through the ups and downs of this journey, for always making me feel so loved and special by presenting me with a lovely sunflower bouquet every year, for taking the time and effort to be present at my award ceremony. I'm thankful for the friends that I could share these special moments with, those that remain, those that are no longer around and those that have just joined in this wonderful journey of mine. I'm thankful for the experiences that I've gained, the countless of opportunities that I've been provided with.
This serves as a timely reminder and a source of motivation for me to continue to strive for excellence in all that I do, to give my best in everything and to fully realize the potential in me that the panel of interviewers saw a year ago. To never give up despite the odds and to always pick myself up after falling down.
Promise I'll make society a better place one day .x
Lots of love, Cheryl ♥
♥ cheryllimsuwen, 29/11.
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