'cause i see sunset in your eyes,
Tuesday, 31 March 2009
hello :D hahas i had a better day today, patrolling around the school today was coooliooo, hahas, quite scary too though, and i guess i'm lucky enough to escape english oral today due to a super bad throat.
spent most of the day away from my original seat and next to megaloser, yes i did listen to every single word the teachers said today even while the people around me were playing the retarded game and sabotaging each other.
i need to mention this (: i headed home today with a super light bag, hahas, yes, i had almost close to nothing in my bag, ( finally after 2 months of lugging books back and forth. )
i'm going back to mathing now, wheeeee. I 'LOVE' MATH :D
and i need mooolahh to fall from the sky, please (?)
i'll be safe for one more day,
Monday, 30 March 2009
i dreaddedd going to school today, honestly. with all that issues piling up, it seems like such torture to have to go to school and face them once again, but i need to thank god for his everlasting promise to me, hahas, :D woke up at 5.45 and had the prompting from the lord to read the bible, psalms 25 :D it brightened up my day i guess, hahas,
day was endorsed with many 'free' periods, spent hist, geog and chinese lessons just listening to the teachers talk while smsing, and english and math periods was just spent on doing english and math. ohh, and i think i won't screw up this math test so badly (:
after school was terror. i have no idea who's awesome idea it is to use cowgrass ( super tiny, thus have to pluck a lot, and yes though readily available, it comes in real small amounts. ) for experiment instead of pandan leaves ( which are readily available and can always bully momo into de-veining it ), so me and momo ended up sitting at the fitness corner area plucking grass for abt 1 hr, SUPER RETARDED ( AKA MOMO.ISH ), 40g of cow grass isn't easy to pluck okay.
pepperlunched for lunch again, and headed home with vicom :D
yays, service was awesome, and it's heartwarming to finally get to see my cg girls after 3 weeks being away from them :D hahas and finally got to see shirley, eugin and baby jeanelle ( yes she's super adorable ) thanks jingyi for my OBS shirt :D
conflict from within,
Sunday, 29 March 2009
i miss ajtc :D yes the tripleA bobcats and the fruitful falcons :D
first time we met, we were all kind of comprehensive i guess, but it was fate that our lives would soon be intertwined with one another's
our first councilfire where the campfire miraculously burst into flames ( ehh must thank me for that :D ) and we 'tortured' the jtt people into doing stupid things (:
pioneering part one ( the fullscale tower ) :D hahas, yes all the crazy rope burn and scorching heat almost killed us, but stil that passion still burned deep within us
nothing could kill our spirit :D
pioneering part two ( monkey bridge ) :D hahas, we really did put in alot of effort on it, a massive compilation of our hard work :D
we did everything together, including night lessons which (i admit) i nearly fell asleep in.
but i'll never seem to forget the massage sessions we had with one another :D
and the crazy moments we ( okay maybe not we, but i ) risked our/my life finishing up our structures. ( DAVINNAAA AND CLAUDIA (: )
and when we were out hiking, (thestupidmonkeys), glenda's shocked expression and all our confusion didn't affect the fellowship that we shared. pushing each other to the limits, exceling for the best :D
hiking with you guys were really awesome, yes though the food was terribly squashed and the monkeys were super irritating and it was embarassing doing the awesome cheer by the reservoir, the hike was loveeee :D
i really enjoyed the fun times we had together though it meant getting really really drenched.
but through it all :D our structures stood tall and strong, hahas symbols of our teamwork and unity :D
thanks for all the care and concern from you guys when i nearly fainted, and sry to those whom i promised not to fall sick yet did.
however, god's power was there with us through it all, and night service was indeed awesome, to my lovely girls :D i'm glad that i had the chance to minister to each and every one of you :D
to my tripleA bobcats, it was really a wonderful experience getting to work with all of you, i'm really glad that it's by god's will that we've met at this ajtc, placed into the lives of one another to mold and shape each other's future. hahas i'm so proud of all of us, we've all learnt and grown in the midst of the camp, and i'm sure that our unitedness and teamwork isn't just something that lasts for 4 days, but more than that.
i'll always remeber the fellowship between all of us and all those crazy moments we shared (: ( omg davina super cute )
i love you all, my fellow ajtc people :D you guys have been such a blessing in my life, and have definitely impacted my life for the better, i'll miss you guys but i'm sure that our paths will cross someday (:
see you next year lovelies :D with love, cheryl.
Saturday, 28 March 2009
relatively lifeless day today, hahas, but i'm glad 'cause i finally received both my f21 tanktops and i did more online shopping :D glossy things are th new love (: hahas and yes i've been mugging chem, math and bio the whole day, so my brain is bursting with the overload of information now.
i miss my expedition rangers though, seems like ages since i've last met them.
darn, i want my house episode the loadddddd. :(
forget all the sorrow,
Friday, 27 March 2009
i'll trust in my dreams and just take flight,
i didn't really like school today, 'cause it wasn't exactly how i wanted it to be, hahas but i'll just take life one step at a time and take everything as i go along. yes, the people at the back of the class are like kind of the most awesome people in class, 'cause we all play stupid and lame games together, and i got poked many times :(
hahas yes and if you can't tell i'm trying to make you jealous with my deepfriedmarsbar from newyork newyork :D ( refer to picture below )
yes, i was serious abt my photo spam :D hahas AAAAJAYTEA-SEE :D
Thursday, 26 March 2009
YAYS TRIPLEA BOBCATS ARE THE LOVEEE, ( YES SO IS AJTC'09 )
schoolday started bad, yeahh. uncompassionate people, irritating excuses, super bad mood, and things got terrible that they changed for the better :D hahas, and yes i lovelovelove chocolate because they promote endorphins to make me a happy person ( and they give me fats to replenish all that i've lost ) , i lost a lot of weight :(
CIP was fun, hahas, guess it resparked the belief in me that people still have compassion deep down inside, yes thanks to all the lovely people who sponsored us all the newspaper, clothes, electrical appliances. :D
( i feel like photo spamining my blog w newyork pics and ajtc pics :D )
here today, gone tomorrow.
Tuesday, 24 March 2009
( at sentosa on sunday. (L))
long and super tiring day in school, yes i'm mentally and physically exhausted. clinging on to term2 syllabus currently, well hope i do grasp hold of it soon. the past 2 days have been pure fear, terror and dread with everything that's on my mind and the everychanging environment i've been in. faced multiple dissapointments and many stupid excuses from so many people that this whole life doesn't seem real anymore, sry to all who's msgs i've been avoiding 'cause i really need to think many many things through.
i really don't need this pretence from all of you, i don't need you to backstab me in front of others before i know that i'm just another threat to you, it's such an irony how you claim to be my friends yet you won't tell me such a simple truth, honestly, i would have respected you if you did, but now, i think it'll be hard for me to pretend like nothing ever happened and to go back the way everything once was.
honestly, i don't believe in harrassment being an excuse, but i've got to submit to authority and take everything as it comes, while forgiving and trying my best to forget ( god's commandments ) .
and don't leave me alone,
♥ cheryllimsuwen, 29/11.
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