Sunday, 29 August 2010
OMGWTHTTM, I FEEL LIKE A RETARD HAVING TO RESTUDY STUFF THAT I ALREADY KNOW. THANK GOD I'VE BEEN FORCING MYSELF TO DO SO BUT I'M STARTING TO FEEL SO BLAHH ABOUT THE PRELIMS THAT I'M LOSING THE MOTIVATION TO DO SO. AND ANOTHER THING, MY FREAKING PRELIMS SPAN ACROSS THE SEPT HOLS, SO I CAN'T REALLY ENJOY THAT BECAUSE I HAVE 3 MORE PAPERS TO GO AFTER IT. ARGHHHH I JUST WANT TO ENJOY MY HOLIDAYYYYSSSS. I HONESTLY RATHER HAVE THE PRELIMS DURING THE FIRST 3 DAYS OF MY HOLS AND THEN ENJOY THE 4 DAYS BEFORE GETTING RESULTS AND MUGGING LIKE SHIT TILL O'S END.
okay fine i'm just ranting, but seriously i can't wait till the O's end.
i want to go to sentosa and get an awesome tan, i want to get out of the country, i want to stay up all night just watching tv, i want to burn all my notes and books (hell yeah), i want to have many many many many stayovers, i want to go explore all the unknown places in singapore, i want to redecorate my room, i want to go hiking, i want to attend camps, i want to go back to rangers, i want to serve the kiddos at gkids, i want to stop having to worry how everything's going to turn out, i want to finish up my gold nyaa, i want to live my life.
btw, everyone pray for samantha , we need a miracle this time, pray that God will heal her and lupus will not take her away from us. tyvm
Thursday, 26 August 2010
Monday, 23 August 2010
i've left this space neglected for way too long, hmm well nothing much to be said though, just been busy living the typical life of a sec 4 which consists of mugging, homework and extra lessons.
oh yeah and in case you haven't heard, i've got a new phone (: no more stupid w910i with the crack lines at the side and the blacking out and resetting of time and date every few minutes - no more crazy phones for me. gonna love this phone with all my life.
friday was really crazy though, the extra lessons till nine - yes nine pm at night, a friday night, like the end of the week. but yeah, hmm i'm not really sure that i learnt anything new, more like a reinforcement of what i already knew.
saturday, it's official, saturdays without the rangers is just not a saturday at all. i guess it's weird, taking the first exam break of my life ( not the 1 month ones where everyone's off, but exam break where i leave rangers for so many months while it still carries on ), it's like rangers every saturday has been a lifestyle ever since i started rr in like 1999 or smth, haha - imagine every possible saturday of my life spent there and suddenly i'm on exam break for the first time ever. heh, but i guess i really need the time, be it to just take a break or to study even more. went down to the condo, and was discussing with my parents whether we should more to the bukit timah area, like it'll be easier for all of us, be it going to work or school (NUS, NP, SP all around that area) but honestly i don't want to move, my room will be so much smaller there and that's something that i really cannot get used to, especially living in such a gigantic space for such a long time. like my room will be half the size of my current room, i won't have my own attached bathroom and i won't have my queen sized bed anymore :( besides i like being a kovan kid , i like my purple NEL and i like living in a neighborhood that i've lived in for my entire life.
sunday, church, cell and lunch.
AND OHHHH EMMMM GEEEE, PRELIMS OFFICIALLY START ON WEDS AND I REALLY HOPE THAT I DON'T SCREW UP MY EXAMS THIS TIME. ARGHHH, IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE? WE'RE TALKING ABOUT ANDERSON PRELIMS 2010, IT'S NOT GOING TO BE SOME EASY PEASY PAPER. THE PAPERS FOR MY BATCH ARE NEVER EVER EASY. OKAY ENOUGH OF WASTING TIME, TIME TO MUGGGG, WISH ME BEST OF LUCK.
p/s i don't know when i'm going to update again.
That I can't deny
Wednesday, 18 August 2010
Today has been a really terrible day.
Woke up at 5 am realizing that I hadn't studied everything I needed to for the tests today so somehow I managed to study 3/4'of bio, 1/2 of chem and 1/2 of geog in 2 hours which is really crazy cause all of them are really big chapters.
Chem test followed by a short break then killer physics paper and bio paper back to back. And it's math now which is supposed to be a pretty laxed period but no it isn't because there's some plane geometry thingy that we're doing which is really a waste of paper. Rest of the day in school is going to suck ass too, English lesson is gonna be summary writing period and there's geog test for final period. Seriously can this day get any worse?
Please go away. This stupid feeling I don't need you right now
Do chinese essays, physics wksht and bio revision
beyond all things
Monday, 16 August 2010
Thursday, 12 August 2010
Read this off tumblr.
8974) I just want to say, I know what it's like. To feel like you don't have anyone. To feel like you don't belong here and that your life is falling apart. Like you don't have anything left in you. Your tired and ready to give up but don't. I'm begging you not to. You are beautiful. You don't know how beautiful because you don't see it but just trust me. Everything right now all these things going on, its temporary. Things will change, no matter how bad it seems like it won't. Please don't give up on life. Your going to find somebody someday that's going to love you for all that you are. Who know's maybe there already is that somebody their just too afraid to admit it just yet. But You are loved. So so so loved. Don't give up. Stay strong. You are a beautiful, passionate, strong, amazing person. Please don't give up. <3
heh, wanted to post something longer but i don't have the time to :(
ahhh i hate sec 4 life. think i'm going on hiatus soon, this sucks bigtimeee.
okay need to do up notes, practice for oral and sleep. nights.
i'll take my chances with you
Tuesday, 10 August 2010
there's no need for anything more.
the past few days have gone by so quickly, guess that's what happens when every day is packed to such an extent where i don't reach home any earlier than 11.30pm, sunday was spent at sunny's wedding and helping out at the Day of His Power event, met kevin & gavin, the guys who are joining us for cell in the meantime, they're really nice people and kevin's my rosyth senior - i freaked out when he said he knew i was from rosyth. haha, yeap, had fun serving though arms ached like crazy from holding up the balloons, but all was worth it.
monday, studied with shawn at yishun starbucks, i think we're damn unlucky, sat near the area with the escalators and shawn had this awesome idea of putting our things on the railing there haha and guess what? the fire alarm sounded and the shutters came down, so we were like panicky and trying to grab everything off the railing before they got squashed by the shutters. headed down to help with DTC'10 - the walk from the bus stop to vision farm was long and i thank God i had shawn there with me - i really hate walking through such deserted areas alone. well serving at DTC was really a new experience for me, being a 'camp staff' instead of a trainee for once, really enjoyed being able to serve the younger ones and seeing how God was doing a work in their lives :D
today, woke late, watched vampire diaries, read books, and studied. (does life get better or what? (: )
Sunday, 8 August 2010
summary of today: wedding & balloons.
i'm really tired, off to bed now,nights
Friday, 6 August 2010
the clique and kt :D
NDC 2010 today and it's probably gonna be the last national day celebration for me ever, heh. day started super early, woke up at 5.40am which is one hr before my normal wake up time to head down to school to check up on juniors before the parade, hmm patade wasn't that bad, girls made me pretty proud and bowling ball was soooo cutee - he looked like a tomato :D
2hr concert before NE survey and lunch at astons with clique (:
Thursday, 5 August 2010
miss those days, back when things weren't that complicated.
day was really intense, 3 hours of math and all 3 sciences made up 6 of the 7 periods i had today, and last 2 hrs of math was crazy, imagine the whole class - yes 4/1 for that matter, all getting bulldozed down by simple math sums because we didn't have access to our calculators. ahh, back hurts so bad but i don't know why, hopefully it'll be better by tomorrow. NDC tomorrow, so have to wake up super early to check up on juniors for parade in the morning, hahah big day tomorrow then the official start to a wonderful weekend. :D
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else?
my ginormous cheeks and my destiny.
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot.
Tuesday, 3 August 2010
triple test day tomorrow along with the final NDP rehearsals, it's really cool how all the parade related seniors from the various UG's are all staying back full force for it tomorrow. haha, girls please make me proud of y'all when i go down tomorrow alright? i want to go to sleep but i can't because i'm not done revising yet and there's a cat meowing somewhere outside my window.
besides, there are some thoughts in my mind that i can't seem to link up because they're all like interconnected and all, arghhh - does this even make sense to anyone?
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
chace crawford or matt lanter :D haha okay kidding, hmm i don't know.
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
don't have a pic for this.
the joy expressed on the faces of people that i've helped in one way or another, i guess it makes me happy to know that i've done something for them that has made a difference in their life,though it may not be remembered in the long run, i'm glad to know that i made someone's day by putting a smile on their faces :D
sing me to sleep
Sunday, 1 August 2010
"the joy of the Lord is my strength."
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them?
hmmm i have plenty of them,
in school, i'm known as the bimbo cheryl to everyone (including teachers), bimbz to my clique and those around me in class, tiny to sharmini, 苏文 to my form teacher since there are 3 other c(s)heryl's in class
in rangers, it's hobbit/smurf/小矮人, smallfat to my fat family, fourthird/onewhole to my family, wbf to conrad, limluguang to joylynn and 女儿 to ahpa in church, just cheryl to my cellies and sis to jerald
why do i have them? hmm because i'm short to others and many perceive me as a bimbo for certain things i do :D
♥ cheryllimsuwen, 29/11.
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