you're the one causing this whole dilemma
Wednesday, 31 March 2010
back feels like crap after spending 2 nights crashing on the floor, yes i fell asleep on the floor instead of making my way to my big comfy bed and enjoying a good rest twice in a row, how awesome am i?
hahas okay i'm tired after such a long enjoyable day! sleeeepppp :D
in you i believe that i can overcome all things
Monday, 29 March 2010
broken hearts, broken lives, he will take them all
Sunday, 28 March 2010
i miss camp :(
served david's today, so proud of all of them, all so grown up now, heh my heart really melted when they all shouted "Jesus is alive" during the easter story today. i'm glad that these kids help me learn important lessons in my walk with the Lord and that the Lord is using me to speak into their young precious lives :D got to admit my passion lies with serving these young ones, can't imagine myself serving anywhere else other than in this ministry, i'm excited to join the celebration ministry next year, but if it means giving these kids up then i'm not really sure if it's the right move to make,
well other than that, cell prep for TGIF's great hahas, leading worship with sarah and debbo from the girls side and joel and rafelle (or however you spell it) from the guys side, it's pretty cool how we prayer partners always take on the worship aspect for every event,
okays i'm off to mug bio for my test tmr,A1 A1 A1 !!
Saturday, 27 March 2010
iliketheproductivenessofeverythingtoday, school in the morning before rushing over to cmdr wengkang and sylvia's wedding, starbucks signature iced choc ftw, missypixie loots arrived in the mail, more books to read from the library, new vintage brown backpack for school, i'm finally going to mail dilys my specially crafted email and gonna mug for bio test on monday.
hahaha, cmdr michael's super awesome (: don't worry, GMA's getting completed real fast!
headache's back again, ah sian
need to prepare to lead worship for TGIF next friday also,
if you only knew
Friday, 26 March 2010
shagged :( been crashing out while trying to complete homework, sighs, this is what i really hate about sec4 life, the fact that homework can never be completed. next week's going to be a crazy week in school, bio class test on monday and hist ca2 exam on weds, need to mug like crazy this weekend, or what's left of it.
can't attend tribe run today :( because i have to go to school and have cmdr wengkang's wedding to attend, okay hopefully i can make it on time,
oh well, i love my mentor toooo :D
some memories are better forgotten
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
i feel good, (:
just reached home from spending the entire day helping jw with her packing and sending her off to the airport, i'm really really shagged right now, so dilys if you're reading this, i promise to email you tomorrow okay, sorry sorry sorry, been super super busy lately.
i desperately need some shuteye, nights cyberspace
my story with you
Tuesday, 23 March 2010
i love swisschocolate, (:
sighs, i'm really hating term 2 a lot, homework load isn't even that crazy yet but i don't know why i keep having these thoughts that i've started term 2 on a very bad note, such an irritating feeling. just trying to focus on what's ahead right now, STUDY HARD FOR THE STUPID O's. looking at the olvl schedule, every thing's pretty much alright except for the part where biology clashes with history :( DIEEEEEEEE, how to mug for two memory based subs when they are just hours apart from each other,
down the rabbit hole
Monday, 22 March 2010
new tumblr link, seduisantefacade.tumblr.com
i hate firsts.
LIKE A FIRE - PLANETSHAKERS
Like a fire shut up in my bones
I want the world to know You are God
With a passion burning deep within
I want the world to know that You live
Let Your presence come and saturate
Every part of me, make me new
Let Your Spirit come and move within
Fill me once again ’cause I need more
Jesus I’m desperate for You
Jesus I’m hungry for You
Jesus I’m longing for You
‘Cause Lord You are all I want
Come like a flood and saturate me now
You’re all I want
Come like the wind and sweep throughout this place
You’re all we want
Sunday, 21 March 2010
the silver lining on my cloud
Saturday, 20 March 2010
hello world (: it feels so good to say that especially when i'm finally back into civilization after spending 2 days 'marooned' on JSC island, heh, feels good having my room back along with technology, this might sound stupid enough but i never realised how much of a techie i've become , besides that, CAMP HAS BEEN AWESOME (: though the weather has been insane with the crazy rain, our leafy shelter on JSC island was build at a bad location with the sea breeze freezing us up every night,the insect bites are super itchy and can't seem to go away no matter what, my two bruises are much bigger than i thought they were and my arms are aching from the disaster relief just before the graduation ceremony, THE CAMP IS STILL AWESOME!! yays to being able to go to JSC, yays to being in the hidden vulture patrol, yays to having the most awesome flag ever, yays to having claudia as my partner, yays to us killing the frog and eel together, yays to me having the courage to grab both animals out of the box, yays to having ally with me at camp, yays to the wonderful night services, yays to singing celebrate jesus celebrate, yays to the timely messages from the lord, basically yays for the entire JSC :D imma so proud of all of us trainees, ~~T-R-A-I-N-E-E, TRAINEES TRAINEES.~~
on a even brighter note, i'm super touched by how much the commanders care for me remember me even though they haven't seen me in a long time,i guess this is like my favouritest (guess this isn;t even a word) one thing i really really love about JLTA, going back to camp one year later and meeting the commanders who have been a part of my previous camps and having them greet me, asking me how i've been and reminding me about how much i've left an impact on them. it really feels like i haven't left my previous camp be it ATC, JTC or AJTC. I LOVE YOU ALL MY PREVIOUS COMMANDERS (: thanks for making this feel like i'm always back at the camp even though it has been years, i like being a trainee :D
OKAY ENOUGH ABOUT JLTA, AS MUCH AS I WISH THAT I CAN BE ON THE MYSTERIOUS JSC ISLAND BUILING MY SHELTER, KILLING EELS AND FISHING WHILE ADMIRING THE STARS, I NEED TO CHOING OUT WHATEVER'S LEFT IN MY HEAP OF SCHOOL WORK AND THINK OF HOW I'M GOING TO MAKE IT UP TO MS MOK. TWO WORDS, I'M DEAD.
p/s unless you haven't noticed, i'm not like the other girls.
Tuesday, 16 March 2010
AWAY FOR JUNIOR SURVIVAL CAMP.
17MARCH2010 ----- 20MARCH2010
PHONE PRIVILEGES NOT VALID ON 18&19MARCH
another one for the record ^^
live with no regrets
Monday, 15 March 2010
heh JSC starts in less than 12 hours, (: gotta admit i'm super excited about this, can't believe we've come this far, from atc in 2007 to jsc 2010, it's super insane how we're like the oldest rangers in the camp now, after years and years of looking up to the older ones, we're finally here! the ones going for the toughest camp as mentioned in the packing list sheet and on saturday we can finally say that we are JSC trainees which in other words stand for we killed frogs and eels for camp and we're proud of it. :D okay, i'm not really that excited about the whole killing part, but i guess it's definately going to be the new experience that each camp brings and this is one that we will really really remember for a long long time. look forward to our stories when we get back (: and i can't wait to meet up with my fellow trainees, tomorrow lovelies, tomorrow.
living for your glory
Sunday, 14 March 2010
" I HAVE TOLD YOU THESE THINGS, SO THAT IN ME YOU MAY HAVE PEACE. IN THIS WORLD YOU WILL HAVE TROUBLE. BUT TAKE HEART! I HAVE OVERCOME THE WORLD."
i have to admit, life hasn't been easy and even that would be an understatement. been so tired till the point where i just feel like letting it all go, letting it all fall apart and just simply giving up.i hate having to make hard decisions, to force myself to do something that i know will hurt. i question and i wonder why life has to be like this, filled with so much that's beyond my capability, filled with all this nonsense that i don't want to cope with.
yet looking at what my devotional book has been writing, it's been a new source of encouragement for me,
1When he had finished praying, Jesus left with his disciples and crossed the Kidron Valley. On the other side there was an olive grove, and he and his disciples went into it.
2Now Judas, who betrayed him, knew the place, because Jesus had often met there with his disciples.
3So Judas came to the grove, guiding a detachment of soldiers and some officials from the chief priests and Pharisees. They were carrying torches, lanterns and weapons.Jesus knew what He had to do and He made the decision to walk into His fate.
can you imagine how long and silent that journey was for Jesus?
He knew that for each step he took it was really a step towards persecution, pain and death
i often question why God chooses to deal with me in such a way, i ask him why he put me into two different churches (bethel and fcbc), why he put me into such a predicament, why of all people he could have chosen he chose me. honestly, it's great to live this life i'm living, it's great to know that i'm so special in his eyes, but the entire package that comes along with it isn't all that wonderful.
"to those who have been given more, more is expected of."
in order to shine for jesus we have to do hard things for him, and as for me it's really going against all odds and breaking down all boundaries. trust me it's really really hard, but i want to be like Jesus, walking into Gods plan for His life even though He knows how painful and hard to process would be like.
LIFE'S NOT EASY BUT GOD HAS OVERCOME THE WORLD AND WITH HIM I'M SURE I CAN TOO
don't lose yourself
gahh, weekend's over again, though i would have to say that this weekend was much more productive than any other;
waking up early on a saturday morning to meet ally for shopping at beach road's really something, heh,it's really amazing how we actually figured out our way there, from which bus stop to drop at to which direction to walk in, especially when both of us didn't scope out the location before hand and the last time we went there was like years and years ago. got a favourite store there now :D like i guess the people know us super well by now, met gabriel and down to bugis to meet joyce before heading down to RR. waterproofing matches after rangers with ally and joshua was really super super fun, hahas, okay we did look like retards not knowing what we were doing and our matches have jumbo heads now but it's still super fun doing it all together (:
dinner with conrad, changxiang and darren @ dominos, pizza's super good there, pepperoni ftw!! (thank god it's so near my house), after that we went to 'sleep early' along with norman and the mm people before heading home.
alright davids again today, gonna be serving for the third month now and it's pretty crazy because i miss attending live service like i used to, but the kids are so great and it's really an encouragement to see them growing up through this 2-3 years that i've been taking care of them, love my little cutiepies to bits (L)
lunch was japanese (: and i'm home mugging my ass off again. sigh, work hard cheryl !!
your bittersweet kisses
Thursday, 11 March 2010
okay elearning isn't as fantastic as it is supposed to be, amount of work allocated for us to complete is insane,
i'm glad that school's finally out for the term, guess everyone did super crappy this term, but even though all that the teachers have been saying isn't all that good it's still great to know that they still believe in us. our teachers are such inspirations, especially mrK and his words of wisdom (:
" heart of a lion, skin of a rhino and heart of an angel"
taking every obstacle in the way in stride and working for the best (:
past few days have been great, steamboat at norman's house on wednesday was pretty fun especially when it feels like such a long time since we had mini gatherings like this, ought to start having more of these mini gatherings, and noel's super cuteee (okay i thinki said this before). yesterday was out with jingwen, hajilane and bugis along with ajisan and coffee bean :D okay moolah's gone and feet blistered but i guess it's all worth it before all that mugging begins. met the patrol people at potong pasir macs at night before training back with kaymond (: today, stay home homework clearing session, finally talked to yongchian and dinner out with parents
it was just a papercut
Tuesday, 9 March 2010
I'm all alone tonight,
No stars are shining on me
I'm thinkin' I'd be alright
If somebody would just call me, yeah
I know that I'm not crazy,
Everybody must get this way, sometimes
So look around,
For the people in your life that say
I need somebody's help here
Thought it would be alright but
I'm not pullin' through on my own
Is anyone around who can Save Me
I'm fallin' down it's crazy
If this is the pain God gave me,
I'm cool with that,
But wont somebody Save Me
I guess you missed the signs,
But honey I can never blame you
I don't want ya feelin' guilty,
that'd keep you in pain too (oooooh)
Now I can't hear you when I'm far away, away
So maybe you could learn from this,
And help somebody else someday
Cause I'm human after all
And I could not catch my fall
And nobody ever came around my way
to check up on me and see if I was doin' alright
Nobody came to Save Me
with no reason or rhyme
ignorance is your new best friend
Monday, 8 March 2010
tsk. some people just don't get it. guess what, i'm not interested.
it's official, tmr's like the unofficial last day of school for sec4's (: heh,3 days of elearning for sabbatical doesn't sound that terrible especially when it means we get to go out on a school days, cw series are also resuming tmr so it's means i can spend sabbatical watching the new episodes, yays
i'm like in holiday mode already, looking forward to JSC and meeting up with my girls from faith assembly, can't believe a year has passed since AJTC. heh, sweet memories.
okay homework time :D
Sunday, 7 March 2010
weekends have been awesome (:
finally got time to hit the libraries once again, even though it means walking in the hot sun from the bus stop to the library, heh, i think aljunied library's like my new fav library to go to because it's so near to bethel, awww but we're moving soon :( big move in 34 daysss
i'm excited for JSC, got the camp pack list yesterday and it's just a whole chunk of mixed feelings, excitement, fear, curiosity, etc. to think i've already been through 3 years of training camps @ living spring, too bad it won't be there this year. hahas, ah hope jsc campsite is good :D
service today instead of gkids duty, feels good finally getting to go to service, altarcall was good too, cried like i never did in such a long time, cell was awesome hahas love bugger :D
and i've got a domino's date with yingx sometime soon
angels falling in love
Friday, 5 March 2010
heh, i miss jiang jie already :(
week has been insane and really really packed, have been falling asleep before finishing up my homework because i'm way to shagged to force myself to keep awake.
updates for the week:
monday, had last minute chem meeting with ms mok, so affected tuition schedule and had to postpone :( ally, cx and norm came over at night to help scrapbook dilys' pressie.
tuesday, it has gotta be the longest day of my week ever.normal lessons from 8.10 to 2.40, then extra lessons from 3.15 to 5.45 and tuition from 6 to 8, not including time for clearing some homework, heh, at least i was a happy girl :D chinese composition writing skills are improving (:
wednesday, heh, i got ultra fast reflexes,
thursday, school as usual, though lunch break was totally EPIC. haven't even touched to school library computers ever since like sec 1, and i think sharmini and i were total retards, we didn't know how to use the printer and some sec2 juniors had to teach us how to, printer's super crappy anyways so ended up heading home to print it out myself. scrapbooked finishing touches for d's pressie before heading down to changi airport t3 to send dilys off. super funny how her first sentence to me and ally when we saw her was, " hello, don't ask me why.", i think it was super obvious what was going on after i realised what she meant but i guess ally and i couldn't really be bothered. double choc ice blended from coffee bean was the loveeee
today, cross country. air was hazy :( like super terrible, eh and the run was pretty crappy considering the number of injuries and casualties, at least it's the most meaningful run in my 4 years at anderson because i had to guide sharmini around because she lost her contacts and was partially blind.(: imagine, two girls one tall and one short (okay la that's me) holding hands and running the 3.75km together and crossing the finishing line tgt, think we're gonna appear in year book next year, hahas, pretty coolio, because it means so much more than winning top twenty.
Thursday, 4 March 2010
cheryl's dead tired fromt this crazy week on nonstop madness,
hahas, so much to blog about yet so little time, (: updates after sending d off
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