the truth is brutal
Thursday, 31 July 2008
i'm just a girl deprived of love and care and is unhappy with the whole world.
got bloody accused by ms ng, for heaven's sake. it was MATH CORRECTIONS i was doing so what was your problem. it's not my fault i have to put my books on my table and the pile is so gigantic, cause my laptop is fat and it made it even higher,
made it through science, and there were just some people who kept asking questions cause they thought that they were darn pro, when their slides weren't even average from the start. ( i shall say no more ) no, i'm not jealous of whatever you've got but just admit it, you have massive egos.
our presentation rocks socks ♥ though it's like darn sick, the pictures are GORY and they guys are darn affected by it. abortion is bad,
In silence they speak,
With no words at all,
In silence they scream,
And no answers to their call.
The nearer the fall,
The situations more frightful,
In silence they shout,
What do we care about?
As their tiny bodies we scorch,
Their cries are so loud,
The precious children yet unborn,
Of which we’re not proud.
Accident is our excuse;
This is a gift from above,
That has not yet begun,
Torn appart by one's misery.
Thoughts race through the youths minds;
Would you want to be killed because your mom was 14?
Would you give up your life just because there wasn't enough to eat?
Would you like to be dead and given no choice at all?
Why murder these babies who did nothing to you?
If you were stupid enough to make one not according to plan.
Don't cover one sin with another,
But let everyone see the mistake that you made.
If you do then you are strong,
For if you murder then they are the pawn,
Why not let these children live long?
Then you can teach them,the lessons that brought them along.
then chinese test, i totally suck at chinese, but it really doesn't matter cause i've given up on trying so hard.
and love ( ♥ ) never existed;
it's fear that makes us decide
Tuesday, 29 July 2008
maybe i should just give up on trying so hard, everything is just screwed.
typical lifeless day, guess i spent the day with half my body sprawled on the darn table. oh gosh. math was average, P.E. was retarded, Science was like crap, History was better and EFL was great. i almost died in science lesson, anxiety kills people. i felt like breaking down, like all that hard work just to minus 20% of the marks due to some stupid thing.
collected my first aid cert, i'm a certified first aider now (: the cert looks bloody crappish, honestly.
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
the random doodles on my hand thanks to Sharmini and Aqilah.Miloo girl ♥
Hi! i'm a Raw Fish
Ps :/ with more malt and chocolate i ♥ milo.
and my beloved beloved RUI YUAN (:
i love (♥) my beloved pretty pretty neice Rui Yuan ♥
things to do tonight:
♥ edit SRP ppt again
♥ study for idioms test
i'm like over high right now thanks to my darhling niece PRETTY PRETTY rui yuan ♥♥♥ and my super darn cute nephew SHUAI SHUAI samuel ♥♥♥
♥ Esther niece
♥ Aidan Nephew
♥ Daniel Nephew
and tons more.
oh dangg, i feel bloody old right now, they like call me AUNTIE , ewwwww. okay so i'm like just gonna crap and not study my hist.
my big big name is cheryllimsuwen ( barney in disguise )
i'm easily fasincated by brainless and childish stuff
my ganns are love
and all my beloved girlfriends are the things i can't live without
i'm definately not some desperate wannabe
you can't break it , bitch.
i feel strongly that the word 'fudge' can replace the f. word.
aloysiuslimbaijun is a stupid pig
dance is my ultimate passion
i love 3 words; " i love you"
i hate 3 words. " lets break up"
actually, "i love you" means nothing to me
i can't stand losers who can't get over their pathetic lifes
heartbroken, numb, insincere, ignorant, irrational the typical cheryl
plenty of apologies to brandonszekaineng for not cherishing him
i think banana in pyjamas are cool
B-I-M-B-O, is not a word used to describe her.
cause shes not stupid, but a very very smart nerd
and she's not prettaye either.
bitching is absoultely lovedd
Aguides and ASC is my life,
and i believe that someday i can fly (:
i'm a freak from outer space, i come from mars.
Je'taime is my quote for life.
Homer Simpson is my idol, Dohh.
i love life.
i love love.
i love music.
i love novels.
i love vintage.
i love chocolate.
i love retail therapy.
and i just wasted your life away by reading this load of crap
think of me as a distraction
today is loveee (: i feel like a super smart ass now, i know how to do my math and science test. and i have the faith that i'll pass my tests, but maybe a twist of fate, hmmms.
the level check in the morning was downright retardedness, no talking, no laughing, no studying no doing of anything. then chinese eassy writing was cancelled due to the level check, so we had idioms competition and we won (: hahas, somehow.
then science test, i understand the questions that they were asking (: the wonders of studying ;D
DnT, it sucks like total crap. MATH TEST, i know how to do the paper and i managed to do it in time, for once in the whole ANDERSON life.
i'm immune to pain now, after stretching so much for sit and reach.
10.72 - shuttle run
11 inclined pull ups
36 sit and reach
175 standing broad jump
14.24 - 2.4 km run
I GOT GOLD FOR NAPFA 2008
something isn't right, i can feel it inside;
reality overcomes me and i'm living a lie,
why couldn't you see right through me,
it's not supposed to feel like that.
are you and me still together?
cause i think we have a chance to last forever.
my heart is broken, i'm lying here,
my thoughts are just choking on you my dear;
'cause i'm in love with you
Monday, 28 July 2008
i lived through today (: i hate today, cause its such a busy busy day, and all the 3 crappish tests that i had to take. i'm proud to say that i overstudied for the darn geog test again, but it was much much easier than i thought it would be, GEOGRAPHY is LOVEDD.
my lit poetry is damn weird
stayed backed after school for many many things.
1. SPRINT meeting
2. GEOG test
3. STUDY && MUG
i shall study study study hard to get into 3/1'09, to be or not to be nerd, that is the question.
you tell me i'm wrong to hate you,
after all those lies, i was left to cry there
you used to love me, you used to hug me.
yet right now, i feel invisible to you.
i can't seem to find a trace,
i guess it must have gotten erased somehow
that pain that you made me go through
it was the symbol that symbolised me and you.
the charade it won't last
Sunday, 27 July 2008
i'm walking the path you have made,
seeking the truth in every possible way.
i don't care what people will say,
for its your love that guides me through the darkest night
i'm found in your embrace, your endless love for me
everything you are, i love you endlessly;
kingston, was a stupid pig because he threw a tantrum and did not want to do craft. but it doesn't matter cause i forgive you (: (oh dangg, i'm sooo bloody lame now) aaron is my new lovee. hes darn cute, and to think i chased after him for like 4 rounds around the room to get the toy back.
i mugged for 2 hrs, then gave jingyi her advanced advanced birthday pressie. then service (: thanks for the mystery woman ( i think it's evangeline ) for the beautiful prayer.
from JTC'08. you've been set apart to be a dancer for the Lord Jesus Christ, though it will not be easy, and at times you will lose your directions, his promise is that he will take your hand and invite you to dance with him and he will be there to guide you all the days of your life.
from today. you aren't insignificant, and you know you want to impact the lives of the people in your community, today you are set apart for God and go out to bless all the people that have been placed in your life.
and the pic from RGCO concert last sunday (:
just lose control.
Saturday, 26 July 2008
It's hard to imagine what life without you would be like,
you showed us love, care and lighted up our lives.
you were that one person who gave me neverending encouragement
and told me though times may be hard, just keep holding on.
time really flies and now, you're getting married.
its sad to see you go, but i know we have to let go.
i'm happy for you, i really am.
the best of wishes and may you last with him till the very end.
and love was that warm fuzzy feeling;
a tribute to cmdr stef for all the love you gave;
i've known you since i was a small little pioneer girl in 2002, 6 years. we've gone a long way now, and looking back, i see how different my life has been with you. SMILES, TEARS, HUGS, PRAYER, WORSHIP. those were the languages of love you shared with me. i'll also remember those milestones in my life that you've helped me pull through.
trail to the GMA. it all started in the year 2006, i made a decision to embark on a new journey, the journey of the trail of the GMA, it really wasn't easy. you were that very first one and probably to only one who had faith in me that i could do it. you made it that much easier to face the fact that i had to work doubly hard to make it up for what the others have already done in the previous years. without you, i would have given up a long time ago. you sparked that flame in me to keep on going , and now that flame's burning strong. not only have i achieved my Bronze Medal of Achievement, i am currently also standing as the youngest, only female and second Silver Medalist in the whole of Singapore. thankyou so so much.
ATC'07. my first training camp, i was alone , no girlfriends tagging along. i felt lonely, scared, to be working with new people and having to trust in them. to face the fear that i may be alone for the next 4 days scared me. when i saw you at the campsite at night, joining me for the night, you didn't know how glad i was, i felt that someone cared and bothered taking time off to spend that few nights with me. you gave me the strength to complete to training camp, while contributing soo soo much to my patrol. Seeing that love that you've brought to me, i've been doing my best at all the future training camp's, doing all that i can for my patrol. of course, its tough. but everytime i feel like giving up, i think of how far i've come and all the support i've received, and i can't afford to let all you guys down.
you just know how to comfort me when i'm feeling down, to give me support just at the right time to let me know that you love me and that everything is going to be okay. thanks for everything my loved and beloved commander stephanie.
the day you announced that you and cmdr kk were getting married, the girls in Royal whale were all glad for you and we made many plans to bully cmdr kk after you guys got married.
you were there for us, we prayed for us and baptised us in the holy spirit. and with you we were all willing to show our true selves and just let go of everything. we could cry, we could laugh and know that you'll always be there for us no matter what.
though we had our fears, and were afraid of the little things that had once caused fear in our lives, you encouraged us to be strong and just give everything a try, many of us overcomed our fears with that faith and with your love and care for us.
Enrolment ceremony 2007
you told me you were proud of me for being such an achiever, to be the youngest bronze medalist in Singapore. you were that one person who believed in me all the way, supporting me and encouraging me to never give up no matter how tough times may be, you have impacted my life deeply and without you, till this day, i would be nothing. (p.s. i was darn nerd)
we're one ROYAL WHALE patrol, and time really flies, we've been standing tall and strong for 3 years now. You gave me the strength to lead the patrol for one and a half years, you took away the fear of leading the AR as the assistant Senior Guide. We all love you (:
CHERYLlimSUWEN. be affirmed, you're a great achiever. if everyone
i pray that we make it through
Friday, 25 July 2008
and i hope you're happy to see me fall,
i'm broken, it's simply a fact.
shattered, smashed, gone forever.
lessons were normal, oh darn, i miss the times i skipped lessons like hell, and it's a fact, i won't tolerate any nonsense from you anymore, you're just stubborn and think that you are always right, oh please. just get a life.
testworked after school, and got teased for "not wearing shorts" cause the n6cluster shirt was too gigantic so i went to buy pe shorts.
N6cluster1 dance, to me, the shirt looks super auntie, and the big big irony is that it says "CELEBRATE YOUTH". i kuku.ed for half of the dance and 1/6 to me is a nice class. and i'm very elated to say, its finally all over. no more stupid dance practices, completion of my 5th dance project this year (:
ASC, we're the best. we picked up the ultra wet and darn disgusting confetti. the field is now nicee and green. and we camwhored (:
but a fairytale
Thursday, 24 July 2008
i love you.
today is a great great day (: i found myself today, rediscovering my true purpose and how much i matter to other people.
ms sharm FORBIDED me to go for duty cause she saw me limping, lessons were suckish. so i was like STONE till until 11am, where i went down though i was not supposed to and begged syl and xiuhui to let me do duty (: RECEPTIONIST. ( many many loves ) dutied all the way till 3+, and they violated my phone again.
the yeo's quiz thing was lame, but we got free dolphins, so its super cool and i got to see miloo, tasmann is damn funny (: teacher's day audition was okay, then SPRINT meeting (: i stayed back for the meeting part 2, and really learnt plenty plenty.
its the best CIP offer i've got the whole year, choreograph a dance and get 15 hours worth of CIP hours. it's not bad. hmmm.
and now, i've got a lot of crap to do now, from homework to guides to council. jiayouus cheryl (:
i know i need to step up and be strong
Wednesday, 23 July 2008
and boy, if i had my way.
i would never get over you,
my legs frigging hurt right now.
another busy busy day ( typical life of cheryllimsuwen ) because of elements competition (: yes, i got to skip class but i was guai and went for that pathetic 20 mins of math lesson. i passed my math test 22/40 (: i'm a smart ass for a freak who keeps failing the math test and always get borderline passes.
the ushered and ushered (okay and gossipedd a little with syl ) all the way till 3, then some freak with an unknown number called me and told me 'iloveyou' then hung up the phone. and i got free subway cookies from daryn and i said hi to miloo boy and i bought some bag from the 1/8 people but gave them the bag free. and what the hell do you mean by saying, eh that councillor quite cute what. oh please.
then timed the elements thing, the kids are darn cute,
went home, to remember that construction was going on so i had to live without the internet for like 4 hours, and daniellimtzechow finally agreed to fix the wireless for me. ILOVEYOUkorkor. i did my SRP, i'm feeling darn proud right now.
and the cute cute pic of me that i found. to think i was once bald and fat, soo sooo sad. the baby fat still lives on in current day cheryllimsuwen.
overcome by loneliness and despair
Tuesday, 22 July 2008
and she'll fool everyone;
Happy e-learning day (:
i've got this gut feeling that computers will rule the world someday, cause of this day. but nevermind (: cause it's still a great day, waking up later + using computer for the whole day ;D
homework for today;
chatted with milooo the whole morning ♥
And i know your promises won't let go off me. ♥ cause you love is a light and it lights my step, and i know, you'll always be there to love me though times may be tough, i can't walk away if i tried cause your love is better than life, so i'll choose to live my life to the fullest for you. you died for me, so i live for you.
to those crazy people who think KUKUfringe is pretty:
i guess you guys are just simply cock-eyed or maybe just blind. HELLO, she prettier than FINN, are you serious. okay i admit, she isn't that bad looking but she isn't very pretty either. and no her fringe definately does not make her look prettier. its like spoilt rebonded bangs. ( ewww x 1000 )
and the random pictures; from campfire (:
there's no point thinking about yesterday
Monday, 21 July 2008
yes, today is the official day where you can racist someone and they have to forgive you cause of social cohesion (:
okay, today is lovee. cause everyone looks pretty and handsome. JASLYN; thanks for making my hair sooo pretty. yays, but the very very bad thing is that i was supposed to look malay but somehow and someway, i transformed from Vietnamese to ms singapore ( when i tied up my hair ), to china baby, to a taitai, to a Vietnamese again but this time, a sampan rower. okay, its total crap
no, you'll never be me. its something called originality that i have and you don't that seperates us from one another. you can try as hard as you want but you can never be me cause people love the authentic CHERYL LIM SU WEN and not some mini clone of her, please stop making a fool of yourself by repeating what i say or doing what i do, honestly, you're nothing . i am unique, bitch.
and i felt like a freak with many many people staring at me the whole day, oh gosh. it's super scary. and we camwhored a lot (: nicee, nicee pretty pretty pics.
♥ cheryllimsuwen, 29/11.
msn | facebook | tumblr | twitter | bucketlist | 365project| OOTD| fashion blog|
For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.
you're on your way603 603 1/3 2/3
A Guides ASC Adlyn Angie Aqilah Amadea Adeline Aleithia Aubrey Amanda Aloysius Ariel Adalie Allison Amanda Athirah
Brandon Becks Blodwen Boon Hui
Cell blog Charmaine Connect Cherine Chen Teng Cheryl Calista Celeste Casmelin Colin Chun Rong Cara Cheng Ce Chui Shan
Damian Dilys David
Emily Elhannah Ethel
Guo Zhang Gabriel Glenice Gerald Gina Gloria
Haililly Hui Fang Hui Ling
Izzah n Anna
Jetaime Jun Xuan Justin Jaslyn Jasmine Jesslyn Jin Hong Jing Yi Jia Ning Janice Jassy Jerald Johnathan Jing Fang Jaini Joshua Jing Wen
Kevin Kellyn Kristine Kuan Ting Kelly
Lovel Louisa Liting Leon Lynette
Melvin Magdeline Ming Zhen
Nafeeshah Natalie Nicholas Norman Nichola
Pearl Pei Shi Phoenicia Pei Ling Puay Ying
Qian Ci Quraisha
Rui Ting Rachel Rui ting Ranjini
Sprint Sharon bugger Sarah Shirley Syairah Sheryl Serene Si Rong Si Yun Swastruck Sylvia
Tay Lin Tiffany
Victoria Valerie Venice Vicky
Woei Jiun Woei Chyi Woei Ling Wei Xuan Wei Xin
Xin Lin Xiu Ming Xi De Xiu Hui Xiu Qi
Ying Xin Yoke Kwan Yan Ting Yu Yun Yu Hui Yun Jin Yu Jun Yu Jia
Zariel Zi Yun Zhan Rong Zhi Xiang
gone with the wind