flawless ; i'll choose what you first gave to me.
Wednesday, 30 December 2009
don't know why but photos are just not loading right onto anything, maybe laptop's going insane or smth.
HATE MATH, totally lost in the maze of math questions, think my brain's functioning all wrong and i've forgotten how to do math literally, really really dread the reopening of school, final year as a senior, please just let it pass by ever so quickly.
crazy how tmr's 31st, im not ready to welcome in the new year yet but on top of that, i'm not ready to perform in front of youthnet tmr. ( side track, the 'I choose' song by gesture of faith keep ringing in my mind, can't wait for their performance tmr :D )
I WANT TO UPLOAD PHOTOS.
but meanwhile, gotta go pack my bag for the crazy plans i have for tmr and new year's day. and gotta bring all the makeup for our performance tmrrrr.
bits and pieces
Tuesday, 29 December 2009
seriously, got so much to blog about today.
past few days have been so long, and i've been to shagged to even begin to think about matters to blog.
SHERLOCK HOLMES :D
talk with mummy during lunch today really changed certain things for me,
most times even though my parents don't vocalise what they feel, they've been really really proud of me for everything that i've been doing and it really set me free from the whole idea that i'd never be good enough for them.
and whenever i think no one's watching or appreciating what i'm doing, they actually are, because apparently they tell my parents all about me and everything that i've done or contributed in one way or another
and whoever has been given more will be expected more, it's a fact that can't be changed, so why not just give it my all and do my best.
anyways on the down side, i'm really starting to leave council matters behind, cannot stand having it disrupt my entire life and affect my studies anymore. seriously, sending a weekly report every friday for the next 6 months? i'm not up to it,
in one accord
Monday, 28 December 2009
another long long day today,
super crazy how i've been reaching home no earlier that 11pm for the past few days
currently legs are full of wounds and i hope not badly scarred from falling on the stage during the rehearsals, at least we were all together on this one :D
ONG CHUAN LIAN
Sunday, 27 December 2009
SEE I'M SO SWEET I BLOGGED THIS FOR YOU OKAY (:
HAHAS, HOPE YOU'RE OKAY DESPITE EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED TODAY
MUST STAY STRONG AND RANDOM LIKE YOU ALWAYS ARE OK?
I OWE YOU ONE JUMBO JUMBO HUG WHEN I SEE YOU TMR,
HANG IN THERE!!
GO 17 A TEAM (NOT THEIR ACTUAL NAME!)
no doubts, no worries.
realised i haven't said this in a long time, but i really really really loveeee the rangers (:
spending so much time with all of you over the past few days have reminded me of how much we've been through everything together.
for most of my fellow ER's, we've grown up together since toddlers running around in our diapers screaming baby language at each other to the youths that we are now serving others and being the older brothers and sisters to the younger ones ,
for the commanders, think you all watched me grow up and transit from the one group to another, i always feel so blessed knowing that so many of you are always watching my back and sometimes though you guys tell me things that i may not like to hear, i know you guys do it out of love and concern.
honestly, i'm so proud to be able to call myself a Royal Ranger.
i won't apologize for who i am
Saturday, 26 December 2009
yays mentor and mentees :D
breaking those bondages that held us captive
Friday, 25 December 2009
pretty pretty christmas tree in the background (:
i'm so glad that over the past few days i've got to know so many individuals so much better, and i really see the true meaning of christmas coming alive and becoming so personal this year, i thank god for the opportunity to share the greatest gift with others by serving them.
wanna say THANKYOU AND I APPRECIATE IT to all those who have been guiding me along this whole crazy year of 2009, through all the ups and downs :D
seriously, both of us can play this game. but oh heck, it's just gonna be a waste of my time and unlike you i've got so many more important things to do with my life.
lalalalas, i dislike posers.
meanwhile, i think a great show's about the unfold, so can't wait to see what's gonna happen.
guess what goes around just comes around, and nothing lasts forever ( except god's amazing love. ), and till then i'll just be here watching.
Thursday, 24 December 2009
merry christmas (:
yes it's frigging 4;19am and imma gonna sleep before waking up in a few hours and attending ccis.
Wednesday, 23 December 2009
Thursday, 17 December 2009
DESTINATION: TACLOBAN CITY, PHILIPPINES.
a heart for transformation.
Wednesday, 16 December 2009
oh yayness (:
we're flying off to philippines tonight, bag's not even full packed yet and i'm suppossed to be at the airport in about 4hours,
day spent with cellies playing basketball and swimming at anchorvale.
YNGT videos are up on fb now (:
and i'm glad my cell has caught the vision and showcased whatever we have, 'cause now we're good disciples of the lord.
currently waiting for results to come out, so please please please, i do not want to perform it in front of a larger group of people.
well, not going up to the mountain churches during the mission trip :(
didn't want to miss that, but i guess god has greater plans for me down at the other church.
Tuesday, 15 December 2009
i've got nothing more to say, except that i loveee my ceeellllgrouuppp loads now and i'm damn happy that the auditions are finally overrr :D
met debozo @ ps, did math at mos burger while drinking milk tea and eating chicken nuggets (: bus-ed down to tct and met cellies for dinner before short rehearsals and final performance.
VIDS VIDS VIDS MIGHT BE UP SOOON,
RESULTS BY THE END OF THIS WEEK.
Monday, 14 December 2009
the nerd and the bimbotic cheerleader.
preview 1 of YNGT performance by 17 a team (not their actual name)
Sunday, 13 December 2009
this guy from facebook gave me the cheesiest line i've heard in such a long time.
"just a random guy trying to make friends with a sweet girl like you ^^ "
seriously, i've been drained of all my energy today
the most hectic gkids session i had in the many many years, i always thought that taking care of five crazy screaming kids was bad enough till i faced what happened today, we're running short of leaders and taking on a whole group for the whole day is darn tiring, glad the kids still enjoyed themselves today (:
lunch was nakhon thai food with parents, before training down from bishan to orchard, seriously splurged, got so many many things, yays new 32gb ipodtouch and beefgoulash soup from the soup spoon :D
walk with dad @ ten, got greater insight on so many things felt i was reading a devotion from my quiet time book, hahas.
Saturday, 12 December 2009
through these stormy skies.
don't know why but i slept at 5am doing up some math work and finding pictures for christmas cards while scripting some letters, i think i become super sarcastic when i stay up a little too late.
day spent @ church prepping for mission trip, energy draining process, felt like i'm was walking on empty halfway, but everything's worth it, 'cause a ranger has got to be READY FOR ANYTHING.
and like what jonathan and dilys have said, we'll reap what we sow
so with all that crazy amount of effort put in, get ready with a heart of expectancy for transformation in tacloban city.
tonight's devotion/quiet time's really good, psalms 78.
a reminder that God is faithful even when we are faithless
and my soul knows very well
Friday, 11 December 2009
whooooo's crazyy crazzzy dayyy,
but i like this (: mission trip prep all the wayyy
i think spending so much time at tecman today's taking a toll on me, feel like reading so many many books now, but i can't gotta concentrate on what's on hand now, YNGT with cellies, MISSION TRIP with rangers, CHRISTMAS PRESSIES for everyone and HOMEWORK with fellow 4/1 nerds. GMA's on hold for now :( i'm pretty sad alright, 'cause with my schedule so tight, i doubt i'll have time to work anything out in that aspect.
but who knows, god works miracles :D
anyways, random nonsense i thought of from outing with OXS, they say i look damn slutty when i dance :( can go gouyingnanren.
on a side note:
sorry but i can't help but feel so disgusted with how pathetic you are, go on breaking hearts if you need to, but you've just lost my respect.
light up the world
Thursday, 10 December 2009
a place where worries flyaway,
give me a chance.
running from the truth,
gotta go crazy spending hard earned moola at madewithlove.
christmas season's making me crazily hyped, though i'm still dreading the part where homework comes into play,
currently can't live w/o an apple scented candle in my room, it really smells heavenly.
afternoon: manhatten fish market/mac's @ liang court/charades w OXS
night: christmas pressies/homework
touch every rainbow
Wednesday, 9 December 2009
wish i could
Tuesday, 8 December 2009
"Not Too Late"
Tell me how you've been,
Tell what you've seen,
Tell me that you'd like to see me too.
'cause my heart is full of no blood,
My cup is full of no love,
Couldn't take another sip even if I wanted.
But it's not too late,
Not too late for love.
My lungs are out of air,
Yours are holding smoke,
And it's been like that now for so long.
I've seen people try to change,
And I know it isn't easy,
But nothin' worth the time ever really is.
And it's not too late,
It's not too late for love,
all i smell now are apple scented candles,
long day spent at bethel preping for mission trip
phone's pretty screwed, battery's going insane, phone can die out on me but still have 2 bars of batt when i attempt to on it again
hahas, tired and prissy, so i'm gonna sleep.
Monday, 7 December 2009
gotta stop working and start leading.
there's no easy way to say goodbye
i wanna be a santarina this christmas.
day spent christmas shopping w jingwen, ate lunch and got some christmas materials at ikea, hahas met chuan there, she said i'm super dao because i walked passed her many times and did not notice her, cabbed home and the cabbie was super funny.
ended up training down to dhoby ghaut, daiso and made with love :D met yangcheng there hahas, crazy that he recognises me though.
i'm pretty broke now, but god will provide (:
you'll never be alone.
Sunday, 6 December 2009
service today (: left sermon early with debbo to get her food for her angel's, went to visit alicia first before heading down to n3 to see my kiddos (: i'm so proud of samuel, finally able to say my name right and he even ran to hug me today awwwwww :D and i didn't know that the kids refer to me as the dance jiejie, and some even came up to me to say, "jiejie, we finishing dancing already."
kiddo's are awesome possum.
took tribe photo before rehearsals for YNGT. subway with cellies before heading down to liangming's house to watch PA, it wasn't as scary as expected but it's giving me the jitterbugs now, because i reached home at 11 and everyone was in their room already and the hostel's pretty deserted now at this time of the year. :(
think i ate a lot today though.
breakfast, tomyum noodles, subway with chuanlian, mos burger and fish porridge again now
highway to hell
Saturday, 5 December 2009
hand's stained with magenta purple ink.
and just brought my yellowtofu out of his plastic wrapper after a year or smth like that.
yays, aircon's on now (: cold will probably be back tmr.
day was pretty productive, finally back to normal rangers prog after such a long time, not used to the new attire though, wearing a vest with rangers tee and jeans, and it's like the first time my medals get taken out of their boxes (not including the BMA/SMA ceremony.)
alicia's birthday celebration, caught up with my cousins and many more young little baby nephews and nieces are coming our way, 'cause eileen's and huiyongjie's pregnant.
across those fences,
Friday, 4 December 2009
head feels like it's been hit by a truck now, :(
morning at anchorvale cc swimming, before heading down to meet debozo at tampines for lunch and meeting cellies to head down to temasek poly for yngt rehearsals. bus-ed to pasir ris for tribe bbq, muddy muddy shoes and big big moon with great great people :) yays DE TRIBE.
Thursday, 3 December 2009
doing up testimony for mission trip reminds me of god's goodness in my life (:
sermon's done too (:
yays, sleep :D
caught this on xl's blog, hahas ohmgee, the teacher's are so darn cute.:D
kidnap my heart
feel darn lazy now, :(
hate it when korkor and i are both watching vids on our lappies and we're competing w each other to get the volumes to the max so that we can hear what's going on in the vids, and i always lose to him because my vaio's volume control is screwed beyond words, sighs.
blech, gotta stop procrastinating and get my sermon and testimony completed now, that's the downer when you type it on your laptop, you'll just end up using the net instead.
be good cheryl, okay, better stop blogging and get to work, i've got a lot to do.
when the decisions we make hurt.
Wednesday, 2 December 2009
super fun day today,
met jw for a swim at hougang swimming complex, swam for about 1hr plus before it poured super heavily after we got out of the pool, bus 165 down to hougang mall for lunch at ajisan ramen and shop spree at cotton on (: got this giant bear named ahbor before busing to jingwen's house. in love with the new OSF laptop case i just ordered (:
and my god is an awesome god and a very timely one too, was just email updating dilys about my life yesterday and mentioned to her about how not easy and not smooth sailing the whole thing was, and devotion today was about the leadership of joash in 2nd chronicles 24:1-14, and the reflection part's really a timely message for me, " When the Lord lays on our heart something for us to do, we often assume it will be easy or go smoothly. Sometimes, though, we will encounter setbacks and opposition, and we must learn to perservere in doing what is right."
Life is a process
Tuesday, 1 December 2009
feel like a fat kid nowadays, :( don't like holidays 'cause i don't get to walk off the extra fats like i do on normal schooling days, and haven't managed to spend time with those that i miss alot yet :(
the message bible's a good buy, seriously useful when it comes to preparing sermons while you don't seem to understand what the NIV version is trying to imply, and seriously, sermon prep is pretty hard. still stuck on my few points w/o proper elaboration.
♥ cheryllimsuwen, 29/11.
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