Head vs. Heart

what can i say

Monday 31 October 2011

Piercing words, eyes are red
Watched your taillights in the rain
Empty heart filled with regret
I know we were both to blame

And I'm not sorry that it's over
But for the way we let it end
So I said all I had to say
In letters that I threw away

And you should know, please believe me
I've picked up the phone a thousand times
And tried to dial your number
But it's been so long, it's never easy
It's like trying to spin the world the other way
What can I say?

How did it come to this?
I think about you all the time
It's no excuse
But I wish that I never made you cry

I'm not sorry that it's over
But for the way we let it end
I couldn't find the words to say

And you should know, please believe me
I've picked up the phone a thousand times
And tried to dial your number
But it's been so long, it's never easy
It's like trying to spin the world the other way
So what can I say?
What can I say?
What can I say?

I hate to think all you had of me
(I said all I had to say)
Is a memory I left you,
Space between what was mean to be
(In letters I threw away)
And the mess that it turned into

And you should know, please believe me
I've picked up the phone a thousand times
And tried to dial your number
But it's been so long, it's never easy
It's like trying to spin the world the other way
It's like trying to spin the world the other way
What can I say?
What can I say?
What can I say?

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

ideawerkz

all in the name of ideawerkz

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

snap

Sunday 30 October 2011

pushing myself so hard that i kinda feel like i'm gonna snap soon.
week 3 of sem 2 and i'm already dying. i don't remember week 3 of sem 1 being like that at all.
utterly and completely burnt out from past 2 weeks of constant busyness and ultra packed schedule, mon-thurs: School + Social activities at night, friday - off day which i dedicate to doing ideawerkz events, sat - TCP 7 habits for highly effective teens workshop, sunday - gkids in the morning, cell in the afternoon, study at night. and this cycle has gone on for the past 2 weeks, i can't a remember a day in this past 2 weeks where i got more than 6 hours of sleep. yes 6 hours and i want more. i used to live off 3-5 hours of sleep and be perfectly fine for the whole year and now i'm dying. part of me wants to give up, take a break from everything but another part of me tells me that i'm stronger than this and i have my youth so i should be able to handle all this. A part of me tells me that i'm not doing enough as a scholar and if i don't push myself harder i'm not going to be able to renew my scholarship next year and i won't get to go for the california challenge in my final year. A part of me tells me that i'm too young to feel this burnt out, to feel this tired. i don't know what to think anymore.

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

A Musical Sojourn

Tuesday 25 October 2011

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

absolutely yours

Sunday 23 October 2011

Lover of my soul
I want to tell you
Only you have all of me
I cannot contain my adoration
I'm in love so desperately

No one is as lovely as you are
There is no one else who has my heart

Jesus you have me completely
Every breath I breathe
I am absolutely in love
Jesus I am yours forever
All of me surrenders
I am absolutely in love with you

Down upon my knees
I'm lost in worship
Humbled by your majesty
What is there to say
But how I love you
Thank you for forgiving me
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/starfield-absolutely-lyrics.html ]
No one is as lovely as you are
There is no one else who has my heart

Jesus you have me completely
Every breath that I breathe
I am absolutely in love
Jesus I am yours forever
All of me surrenders
I am absolutely in love with you

All I am is yours (all I am is yours)
Only yours

Jesus you have me completely
Every breath that I breathe
I am absolutely in love
Jesus I am yours forever
All of me surrenders
I am absolutely in love
Jesus you have me completely
Every breath that I breathe
I am absolutely in love with you
In love with you

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

idare

Friday 14 October 2011

BOOM..... BOOM BOOM.... BOOM BOOM AYE-AH AYE-AH BOOM BOOM I. BOOM BOOM AYE-AH AYE-AH BOOM BOOM DARE. BOOM BOOM AYE-AH AYE-AH BOOM BOOM *SWAGGGGGG*... IDARE IDARE IDARE WHOOOHAA. IDARE IDARE IDARE WHOHAAA. IDARE IDARE IDARE WOOHAA. WHOOHA WHOOHA DUM DUM DI DI DI DI DUM DUM DI DI DI DI DUM DUM DI DI DI DUM DI DUM DUM DUM. IDARE AH IDARE , IDARE AH IDARE, IDARE AH IDARE, IDARE AH IDARE, IDARE AH IDARE IDARE SWAAAAAA!

IDARE 2011 <3

PIKACHU <3

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

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