we're all part of the same sick little games,
Wednesday, 30 September 2009
i've broken one too many hearts.
for one, happy birthday joylynn pehpeh and a happy childrens' day to all non-kiddos like me who had to attend school today,
school day was awesome 'cause the rangers people made my day (: twothird, onethird and my wbf kept me alive and entertained during all my lessons, and heading home with the guides was great.
mood's down down down 'cause finals start tomorrow and it seems so abstract that 10 months have passed just like that, so much has happened and it's weird seeing those memories flash right before me like that,
alright time to do some last minute studying while holding all these crazy thoughts back till finals are over, phone's buzzing with mamado (pixielott) from new texts from nice people with smashing notes of encouragement to mug hard.
12:16am, basia and jiajun's wedding on sat morning (:
let's get down to being nerdish shall we?
when a wave approaches the coast, there is increased friction with the increasingly shallow sea bed and this results in the wave losing it's speed and slowing down. however, waves behind it continue to push in forward and forces the wave to rise, over time when the wave gets too steep it collapses and breaks on the shore, this forward movement of the wave is known as a swash which brings materials onto the coast. As the swash moves up the shore, it loses it's energy as gravity pulls it back into the sea, this is known as a backwash and it removes materials from the coast.
large waves tend to have a stronger backwash than swash and this results in more materials being removed than depostited, large waves also are also associated with storms and during a storm the wind produces large waves that constantly pound against the storm, thus materials are eroded away, the waves also hit the shore more frequently and prevent most of the backwash from seeping into the ground. thus the backwash is strong enough to remove materials from the beach.
falling too fast.
everyone should watch this. it's super funny hahas
Tuesday, 29 September 2009
The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord, And He delights in his way. Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down; For the Lors upholds him with His hand. (Ps 37.23-24)
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hahas, school was great along with screaming retarded comments at momo during biology lesson, study session with guides at macs was quite fruitful, bus ride home was awesome 'cause of chiwen dearie (L)
and everyone should watch japanese comedy shows 'cause they're darn funny and they'll make anyone's day better no matter what (: thank god for eyemo, it helps with late night studying alot.
jingqing's wedding yesterday was awesome, caught up with cuzzies, and photos to be up soon :D
with love, cheryl.
'cause heaven can wait.
Sunday, 27 September 2009
current crazes: heaven can wait (we the kings), damned if i don't damned if i do (all time low), sweet dreams (beyonce)
i like sundays to be like this forever,
9am at church giving out stationary packets to my little kiddo's before they all went to main service, that included running in my black tank dress and flats after parents who were hurriedly rushing towards the rooms, headed for service and the kids who performed were awesome (: showered with prayers from the whole church before having tribe meeting and praying for baby ian while getting red eggs ( hate the red dye though )
went to cozycot holy grail beauty show with deb and got lipglosses before joining the others at subway for lunch, aww bugger we'll always love you and i promise to link your blog up asap. www.alwayss-there.blogspot.com,
took deb's car back to her place and studied in the game room till 4+ before heading home on 76 with yingx, met jeremy on the way.
shameless people are messing up my day tyvm.
MUG MUG MUG !! (and learn sgl hiphop dance :D)
it's raining love
Friday, 25 September 2009
What is impossible with men is possible with God.
day was amazingly short, p.e. was awesome cause 3/1 finally beat 4/4 in the captains ball game though it wasn't really a fair game, and chinese lesson was filled with bursts of jaslyn and peijun's retardedness, and omg this statement made my day "i realised that you dance very well" (: to think i came from mrC.
after school out with kevin to study at AMK lib, lunched at ljs before mugging at the library till nearly 6 (:
to study list:
geography - weather and climate
you're so sweet.
Thursday, 24 September 2009
to do list:
chemistry : rate of reaction
geography : rivers and coasts
math : 2008 emath paper
i can't believe exams start next week cause i've got plenty of revision left to do, let the crazy mugging begin, anyone interested to study at AMK library with me and kevin tmr? :D
i LOVE the hamptons, the upper east side (L)
never be replaced.
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
Follow the way of love.
-- I Corinthians 14:1
and it's my sweetest memory of you,
investiture's over and i'm really really glad that it is after all this crazy late nights finishing up the last minute work, i guess everyone's exhausted after so much but it's really awesome seeing how our hard work paid off (: 9th ASC, we've done it. thanks quek, yiting and pei for being such awesome friends, i love you people alot (L)
alright, my brain's screwwed from doing math and the thought of SA2's haunting me each day, chem and math are my suckiest subs, so someone please save me before i fall to my grave.
dance clip from make it happen makes me go bananas'
only heaven knows,
Tuesday, 22 September 2009
this is how a heart breaks,
i have to admit this day sucked real bad. woke at 5+, headed to school early to teach dance, got one hell of a surprise when i got dragged to receive my NSW english distinction cert. math lesson killed my brain, social studies made my day and bio was redundant.
fumes from spraypaint killed my brain cells, stayed back to salvage deco with the rest of the council and saw chinese dance prac, and omg i thank god i left the cca when i still had the chance, 'cause i can never imagine myself being so stretchy and stuff.
currently spamming my lappie with photoshop brushes, eating b&j's and growing fat while attempting to do math homework :D
Monday, 21 September 2009
you're not gonna get the best of me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHPA AND RONGQING :D
slept in today and only woke up at 11, mom decided to brunch at newyork newyork even though i had fish and co the previous night, so got indulged with wonderful food and sinful deserts, went home and mugged like mad, studying chem oxidisation and reduction, doing Amath paper 2008 and doing bionomial theorem, to all those who taught me even though i was sucha retard, tyvm.
headed out at 5.30 to changigeneralhospital to visit my granddad, the h1n1 measures are insane, as a result i wasted a lot of time there, dinnered at old changi airport food centre,
okay i'm off to do my vids now, so get off my back and stop hounding me for answers.
Stand and consider the wondrous works of God.
with love, cheryl.
everything happens for a reason
Sunday, 20 September 2009
morning @gkids in church, darhlings of the day were daniel, hannah and ro-i,
afternoon @ bugis street and haji lane with debozo and at mercy relief fundraiser
night @ AMKhub fish&co dinner to celebrate ahpa and uncle's birthday.
And you will know the truth, and the truth will make you free. [John 8:32].
reality's better in my dreams
Friday, 18 September 2009
you've gotta get out of my mind.
past 3 days have been insane, been coming home late after the crazy rehearsals and cca, at least today's a saturday and it's finally time for a well-deserved break,
Tuesday, 15 September 2009
you're nothing short of my everything,
exhausting day in school today, pace of biology lesson was insane with the new trainee teacher and i think i paid an awful lot of attention in class today, at least more than i usually do. after school was 3 hours of crazy dance practice with hardly any breaks in between, but darn it was fun (: hahas, but i think this fatigue's worth it after all we did have a great time as a council.
the haze or foggy thingy's irritating though, my breathing and sight's been affected and it's giving me a crazy crazy headache that no amount of panadol's going to help.
i just want you to make the right decision and no matter what i'll always stand by you.
I can do all things through him who strengthens me.
i was so blind that i never saw the signs,
Monday, 14 September 2009
we've got to start learning how to trust,
it's term4 day1 and time for a whole new term, and i've got to admit i really really really misssed momo during the holidays, and i can't believe i made it through the day with this insane headache and super blurry beebee vision i had, and i think ANDE period fried momo's brain. lessons as usual though map reading during geog was retarded, it's sick to pluck out your own strand of hair to measure the curve distance on the map.
lunch was sakae buffet @ bishan with momo, SASHIMI :D:D:D
and i know his biggest biggest secret now hahas,
he's such a retard for confessing 1% of his love to me,
biology essay (1)(2), mathematics worksheet, geography paper, social studies essay (1)(2)
But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
but somehow i want more,
Sunday, 13 September 2009
it's no longer me against the world but me against myself.
day started early in the morning at 5am and headed down to YCK mrt station to meet the others before setting off to our water points, the mizuno t-shirt is niceee and super dry-fitty, started popping off bottle caps and pouring out h20 into cups,
everything turned insane after the flagging off, the runners came in crazy buches and showers of h20 soon came when the runners came zooming in and snatching the water bottles from us, got plenty of cuts and scrapes came in from the uncapping of many many bottles of water.
the runners were super good 'cause i would go insane if i had to run 16km in the early morning, and some guys were kinda cute though some others were lousy flirts like the guy who couldn't catch the bottle of water that he asked me to toss to him. guides had a very very good laugh over that one, hahas
got out of nyp and trained back to amk, bused back home, changed and left for bethel.
i waited 40minutes for bus 80 and till now i have no idea why the bus took so long to come, but had a very immense reading session and i'm on my 7th book in the private series. service was in chinese and was spammed with plently of mentos.
Saturday, 12 September 2009
apart from aching muscle joints and the splitting pain in my back, i had an outrageous time with the expedition rangers and i guess things are starting to reveal themselves in the smallest of ways one little thing at a time.
day started at 8.15 when my fuzzy buzzy alarm jolted me out of bed and i attempted to finish up my holiday homework in futile attempt, then got out of the house to hougang interchange for 89, anyone who has a bus89 fetish would love being allison today after she saw a total of 23 bus89 in the span of one hike.
bbq @ aloha LOYANG chalet, after we had successfully hiked to aloha CHANGI thinking that we finally ended our hike to be greeted with the bad news that we were in the wrong place. and little talk sessions with allison became major er gathering to discuss bigger issues.
and i've got matters to pray about.
Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong.
1 Corinthians 16:13
i'm already gone, so that you can move on.
Friday, 11 September 2009
you're killing me from the inside out.
i think today was a day well spent, woke up bright and early to head down to school for dance and investiture rehearsals, it seems like it's been quite a while since we as a council had time to get together to just have fun like that, i can't get over how sharmini thinks i'll make a great bartop dancer just because i can krump. dancing is hidden language of the soul,
lunch @ nebo with huixiang instead of the movie 'cause we couldn't watch the movie we wanted, headed to bishan to finish up the accounts i did on tuesday, and it's great knowing that i've worked for my own money and what i'm spending or saving is what i've worked hard for.
dinner with mum @ thaiexpress,
sentimental songs are getting me emotional,
and vague messges have been sent all day long.
When pride comes, then comes disgrace, but with humility comes wisdom
you make it easier when life gets hard
Thursday, 10 September 2009
okay this headache's a buzzkill.
day spent at church trying to finish up my chinese worksheet though i only managed to complete 6 questions and doing up the thank you cards for the fundraiser, after that was spent spamming zhixian with voice calls on msn while playing l4d on my dear vaio. and this is utter randomness but i'm kinda looking forward to JSC next year especially since i'm finally going to a training camp with a fellow outpost 1 girl.
alright, current craze is reading at deadly hours and selfteaching myself piano, and i'm finally really going to start clearing my merits for GMA ( promise i'll clear them before 2009 ).
i want a whole new beginning in 2010,
just a reason to leave behind all that has happened, all that i've gone through, all that i've felt, all that i've once held on to, all that i've achieved and just start again with nothing like i did years ago.
no one said living life was going to be easy.
Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
Wednesday, 9 September 2009
with you it's like the first day of my life
Tuesday, 8 September 2009
4:47pm; leons house.
mugging spree with my three brothers again :D i feel like a retard walking rounds around the house to try to get socks away from me, spent the early afternoon working for mummy and daddy, and it's really great cause which other employer actually allows their employees to blast music while working (: hahas
9:03pm; living room
tuition's over, and i feel super super awesome 'cause i'm eating jegabee now :D I WANT A NEW BLOGSKIN!! alright, i'm going to busy myself with finding a new niceee skin for my blog, yayas (:
i feel like crap, seriously i don't know why i'm like that, i hope a good book helps to make me feel better though, 'cause i don't like being like that.
over everything you reign.
Sunday, 6 September 2009
and for every second i die a little inside.
12:09am ; AMK library
the library is packed with other crazy muggers like me, and it's darn hard to find a spot here. saw tianning (: currently waiting for chiwen 'cause she's awfully late, so i'm trying to finish studying all my physics today and reading up all my books (:
6:14pm ; starbucks novena
i'm here with ljs (leon joshua shawn) or my three brothers (: hahas, yeap finally managed to get a powerpoint with proper internet connection. anyways we're leaving soon after many lattes and frappes, the belgium waffles are really awesome,
i'm watching spongebob, msning with chiwen, celeste, norman and raynen while reading my books. I'M IN LOVE WITH MOZILLA FIREFOX, AND I LOVE PERSONALISING MY TWITTER :D
kissed the scars that bore my shame.
random note: how do people do backflips in 5 inch heels?
woke at 6.30 to sync ipod and head down to school, rural hike at fort canning, the place is awesome with the fresh air and beautiful scenery though it was really really humid. missed the train with peijun so met the others at esplanade area and had lunch at macs at suntec with peijun and cityhall (: trained down to aljunied for rangers, and claypot rice dinner with some of them before riding home in xide's van.
church, service was really really good today (:
Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you - 1 Peter 5:7
and the 3 year old kids are awesome, was totally shocked when bugger popped by and passed me a teachers' day goodie bag and told me that it was from the small kiddos. (:
together we'll be running somewhere new,
Friday, 4 September 2009
it's all history now, and nothing's holding me back anymore, i guess i was naive enough to believe that somehow things were working out. those differences we had, i tried my best to keep them to the minimum, but well now i guess everything's clear and there's nothing holding me back anymore, i'm free to go out to achieve what i was supposed to a long time ago.
SCHOOL'S OUT, and it sounds real crazy but this term passed awfully quickly, and i can't believe finals are coming soon, so insane mugging sprees are going to start. can't expect to really enjoy my sept. holidays with the crazy amounts of homework.
school as usual, bought my backpack before getting koi cafe drinks :D VANILLA MILK TEA IS AWESOME (: HAHAS. headed to the library and borrowed more books before heading back to school for cca. my throat's killing me after yelling at juniors during footdrill sessions.
dinner with peijun bimbosister at mos burger (: hahas.
the first cut's the deepest.
Thursday, 3 September 2009
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
school for 4 hrs before i headed home, thanks dean for getting songjun's thumbdrive for me, so headed home, downloaded l4d into my vaio and read my novels before i fell asleep, i feel piggish :( just eating and sleeping the whole day, woke up at 6+ and l4ded with korkor from homeee (:
i can hear the sound of violins,
Wednesday, 2 September 2009
SPOILER OF THE DAY. MY PHONE BLACKED OUT ON ME AND IT'S UNDERGOING REPAIRS NOW, BUT I'VE LOST ALL MY CONTACTS :( IRRITATING. NOW I'VE GOT TO FIND A WAY TO GET ALL THAT INFO BACK. I'M PISSED WITH SONY ERICSSON NOW, THINK I'M JST GOING TO GET A HTC PHONE AT THE END OF THE YEAR.
waking up to a message from sherman's a surprise (: i'm real freakyy when i'm sick, hahas. i've eaten all my 3 meals today along with loads of chili that i can now eat thanks to my lousy taste buds which apparently make everything taste like crap, my voice is sexaye now especially after yelling in footdrill sessions, and i can't breathe properly like this. someone, kill me.
random note: i want to go to the ivy league universities.
thursday: extra lessons and invest rehearsal.
saturday: rural/urban hike and rangers
sunday: gkids leaders' appreciation
Tuesday, 1 September 2009
happy teachers' day,
the rain killed my mood, little outing with celeste and chiwen was canceled and i'm such a retard with all the stupid accidents taking place, i can't imagine how much of a klutz i am. oh well, spent the day studying away and reading my prettylittleliars novel, and i swear i ate a lot today though my tastebuds are like crap and i can't frigging taste anything. my throat's killing me, my flu sucks and i'm feeling feverish.
i miss you.
♥ cheryllimsuwen, 29/11.
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