Head vs. Heart

break the ice,

Friday, 31 October 2008

c-box is up once again (:

sudden realisation of many things today:

1. i want to pierce my helix ( yet faced with oppositions from many many people )
2. i don't want to go into a relationship with anyone now
3. i just want everyone to be my friend, and not anything else.
4. everything is either just coming together or falling apart,
5. i found my patrick star soft toy (:
6. i just want to live my life well, and ignore everything else
7. i do not regret losing the friends i couldn't trust.
8. i don't need the judgement of the people around me
9. i cannot afford to disappoint the people who placed their hopes in me
10. i need to pay more attention to the needs of people around me.
11. i need to save more money (:
12. i need to be more task-orientated
13. i must study really really hard next year,

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i've been hit with the bracelets and bangles crazeee, so just pardon my queerness. and i shall reply tags on my cbox from now onwards. (:

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

don't give me a guilt trip,

HAPPY HALLOWEEN.

i'm in a very happy happy mood now, today was a great day ( in the sense that it was NOT boring like other days ), yeahh i'm losing all my liveliness and becoming a lifeless person.

arrived super super early in school today for danceeee (: yeahh, it's been a long time yo, and i've lost touch and became super rusty. but still, we mananged to choreograph 2 eights (: ( claps!! )

then photoshoot, darn, we were really all kind of 'tutti-frutti', and indeed we really felt nerdish to that state that we'll all be in hiding when the photos come out next year.

found someone else who is as crazy as me and aqilah over ' we the kings ' music ( HIDHIR) (: lunched with aqilahdearest (: ( sry my belovedd milooo ), and we danced and talked for about 2 hrs, camwhoredd tooo, but photo's are all with her (: so i shall get it from her some other day.

guides (:, and i realised that i am super super self-entertaining and random ( as influenced by milooo (: )

and i finally changed my blogskin, but the c-box is down. so no tags for a while (:

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

when the darkness fades away

Thursday, 30 October 2008

I WANT A NEW PHONE !!!!!!!! ( RAWRS ) many many wishes for a pretty pretty phone.

to do list for the next week (:
1. dance
2. proposals
3. first aid stuffs
4. buy all my brainless stuffs
5. go watch the coffin (:
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1. 3 names thats in your mind:
' Caleb, Milooo (: and Domokun

2. Two things you are wearing right now:
' FBT and tank top.

3. Three things you can't live w/o?
' dance, music, oxygen.

4. What's your fav. cake?
' idk (?)

5. Are you currenly in a r/s?
' i'm all single yo.

6. Have you ever been given a rose?
' Yeahh (: many many roses actually (:

7. What is your all-time favourite
' jellybeans (:

8. Have you ever been in love?
' yeahhh,

9. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
' yeahh, and that we all have a guardian angel (:

10. Anything you crave for at the moment?
' frolick yoghurt (:

11. Have you ever had your heart broken?
' yeahh.

12. Your thoughts of online or long distance r/s?
' it can only work out, when both parties are willing to overcome obstacles that they face.

13. Have you ever seen a friend more than a friend?
' yeahh (:

14. Do you believe on the statement 'once a chapter always a chapter'?
' pherhaps (?)

15. How many kids do you want to have?
' 2-3

16. What is/are your favourite color(s)?
' Pink, white and green

17. Belive you only love once?
' Nope, but you only truly love once.

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

' we only cherish what we have lost.

Wednesday, 29 October 2008

part time worked today (:

and did operation clean up part 3 today (:

1 month away from 29/11 ( hint hint )

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"Dance is your pulse, your heartbeat, your breathing. It's the rhythm of your life. It's the expression in time and movement, in happiness, joy, sadness and envy."

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

i don't need your lies

Tuesday, 28 October 2008

bio workshopped today (: yeah, it wasn't as boring and scary as expected, but very little people turned up for it though, anyways. i think the bio department ( which is apparantly only made up of 2 people) is very very weird, one person self-entertains and the other always talks out of point.

and i bought b-day pressies for those people that i owe belated presents to (:

ART FEST (:

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

and no one said that love was easy,

Monday, 27 October 2008

i baked cookies, watched scary movie 4 and simpsons played lame games and shopped at daiso (:

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

maybe,

it's twothreeoheight yo.

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

sworn secrets ,

Sunday, 26 October 2008

i loveeeee my small little kiddies (: and i found many new kiddies to loveeee (:

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tag replies (: ( my tagboard is finally alive yo. )

17/10/08

aqilah: i'll be the safest girl in this world with him (:

sheryl: yeahhh (: i LOVE the lime green (:

18/10/08

huiling: you are lovedd too (: and ignorance is bliss so i shall ignore him and be blissful (:

miloooo: not smart lahhhhs (:

19/10/08

vinesha: yay (: vinesha is smart! (: whee. congrats (:

20/10/08

aqilah: gladiators (:

timi: stupid fattie weng weng

22/10/08

david: tyvm (:

aqilah: it's a preetty balloon with a pink dog humping it (:

jingyi: i shall give you a giant hugg (:

23/10/08

huiling : thanks (:

jay: in the midst of relinking (:

momo.: WELCOME MOMO (:

vinesha: i'll miss you tooo (: along with all the 2/3ians

sheryl: like normal pics (?)

25/10/08

aqilah: CANNNN (: DOMOKUN (:(:(:

milooo: bus ridee (:

kohkia: maybe, hmmmmms (:

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Why did you stop loving the last person you loved?
' lies and facades.

Are you usually the heart breaker or the heartbroken?
' both (?)

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
' icee (:

State part of the lyrics from the song you are listening to?
' we'll write a song that turns out the lights (: ( secret valentine-we the kings )

How is life going for you right now?
' starting to be stressful once again

Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
' yeahh, i always will be keeping secrets.

What was the first thing you said when you woke up this morning?
' darn (?)

Do you have a best friend?
' DOMOKUN (:

Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
' nope.

What do you think of people who have sex before marriage?
' crazy and super insecure

Do you own a pair of green pants?
' nope.

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
' yeah . that is how life it yo.

When is your first cry?
' 29th November '94

Is your best friend pretty/handsome?
' DOMOKUN is ever handsome yo.(:

Eight Have You’s.

Have you ever dated someone you're bestfriend likes?
' Yeahh.

Have you ever been cheated on?
' my heart has been broken countless of times.

Have you ever bought condoms?
' nope.

Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
' miloo (:

Do you find yourself crushing on someone currently?
' no crushes yo.

Have you ever been depressed?
' yeahh.

Do you smile at strangers?
' Unless they smile at me.

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
' Quite.

What is your pet's name?
' MOMO (:

How many people have you kissed in 2008?
' manny manny (:

Were you happy when you woke up today?
' estatic (:

What is a fact about the last person who texted you?
' he's my miloo boy (:

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
' it's a small kiddie, what's not to love (?)

What are you listening to right now?
' love story - taylor swift

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
' Yeah.

What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
' Nothing.

Last night you felt?
' Sleepy.

Who are all the people you have text messages from in your phone?
' milooo (: and other friends

Ever been kissed in a car?
' Npes.

You're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
' bored, emo, sad, or just super deep in thought.

Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
' yeahhh.

Last time you laughed?
' afternooon (:

Do you regret anything from your past?
' yeah, i regretted loving him so deeply.

If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
' nope, ' cause it would just be a waste of my time on that person.

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

' for the love we got.

Saturday, 25 October 2008

todayyy (:

woke up with super heavy eyelids and feeling super groggy, but still left for MACS to meet the committee members for debrief, yeahh. and i honestly don't like being blamed for super a lot of stuffs that i didn't do, but forget abt it.

discussed many many things with everyone, and i'm going to work super darn hard to get into fcf and get my GMA (: ( to make giving up chingay worth it )

AND JUST FREAKKING GET THIS RIGHT, I'M TOO BUSY WITH JUST TRYING TO LIVE MY LIFE AND I HAVE NO TIME TO INVOLVE MYSELF IN ANY RELATIONSHIPS, SO JUST STOP TRYING TO DRIVE THE FACT INTO MY BRAIN THAT I SHOULD JUST CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES, 'CAUSE THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M DOING NOW, AND I KNOW IT CLEARLY. TYVM.

yesterday (:

1. yeaaa, watched HSM3 with councillors and ivan and miloooo (:
2. instead of raining basketballs, it was raining popcorn and was constantly getting hit by it during the whole show ( stupid fattie weng weng )
3. it was a super great moviee (: ( especially the company )
4. and thankgod kohkia and fattie did not sing-along with the movie
5. nicee bus ride home (:
6. i love yesterday :D

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

pretty liars,

Thursday, 23 October 2008

and it's the last day of school yo.

okay, it's not a good thing, cause it marks the end of sec 2 life and the end of 1/3'07 ,2/3'08. we started off in 2007 as one awfully quiet class, yeah, the times our peer leaders had to force us to actually speak, it really makes everything seem so different now, cause we're chatterboxes who talk non-stop. (:

2/3 people are darhlings (: cause we all changed our msn nickies, ( ZOOM IN TO SEE )

photo tribute to all 2/3ians (:

' onethreeohseven (:

' remember greenday (: the day we got our lime green class tees, the ones where we had many arguments over and we took a heck of a long time to design .

and mrs yeo our lovely co-form last year (: the super sad moments where we knew she wasn't coming back the next year. we still miss you mrs yeoh and you adorable son, noah (:

' twothreeoheight has my many many loveees (:

though we may go our seperate ways, we'll always be together as one lovely class forever. (: it's a promise to all of you who love onetwothree (:

' united we stand, divided we fall '

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get well soon zhixiang (: and momo needs to improve on his chinese ( A LOT ) so srp-ed for rest of the day and went home at 3+ (:

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

the sky is just simply caving in.

Wednesday, 22 October 2008

ART FEST (:

i am certainly not used to the idea of seeing almost everyone clad in their home clothes walking about in school, i was kind of starry eyed today, but it didn't turn out as horrible as expected, cause jassy gave me my super super early birthday pressie (: and i took many many pictures (: including those with my belovedd miloo and he got me a balloon flower (: SO I HAD A VERY FANTASTIC DAY. (:

had the paper thingy ( the one where people wrote POSITIVE comments abt you ) yeahh, mine wasn't that positive, 'cause the word bimbo appeared abt 7 times and that is super not good. yeah. and i literally wrote 死猴子 on kevinteoshunkeat's paper ( hahas, in your face yo. ) but he wrote stupid stuff on mine too.

report book time was not a good time, 'cause everyone got super anxious abt everything, yeah, I LOVE MS NG (: she moderated my math marks so that i passed (: ohh, and i realised i was a super dumbass, 'cause i thought i failed chinese when i didn't. ( DARN ) yes, my l1r5 is a suckish number, 10. ( i shall work super super hard (: )

and to momo:

(: everything's going to be okay de, so you should let nature take it's course. and your phone camera is super nicee to use for camwhoring (:

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

reality,

Tuesday, 21 October 2008

today was almost a total day wasted on the leadership talk, and for once, i relived the moments where i sat right at the front of the class listening to the teachers and being nerdish. ( yeah, it freaking sucks bigtime )

so after school was fun (: went shopping at city hall area with casmelin and jaini, and i guess we all felt super poor, cause almost everything was super ex, and i love topshop stuffs ( except for the price ).

and i shall offically declare jaini as my new shopping buddy (: cause she loves shopping and stays super near me so we can walk home together after shopping sprees (:

birthday presents list:

1. giant cookie monster (:

2. camera

3. gym bag (:

4. backpack (:

5. bunny ( thanks joyce )

6. pencil case ( thanks jassy )

7. eeyore(pooh bear) ( thanks yiting )

8. cute yet brainless thingy's (:

9. nicee books ( yes, i do read. )

10. water bottle (:

11. pink psp (:

12. hugs (:

13. domokun (:

14. bracelets

and all the crazy camwhoring yesterday in free period (:

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

you're that one person who keeps me from falling.

Monday, 20 October 2008

got back results today (: okay, i didn't super screw up my papers this time.

geography - a1
history - a1
science - a2
literature - b3
english - b3

and i totally screwedd up hmt and math. but nvm, 'cause it's all history and there is totally no point in crying over spilt milk, so i'll just adopt boxer's slogan, " i will work harder "

yea, so i spent the rest of the day being partially emo, but i cheered up (: yes. thanks to all my darhlings (: had many heart-to-heart talks with the others and was super busy 'lesbian-ing' and camwhoring with kimchi ( aqilah ).

made custard tarts after school with the guides (:

custard tarts at 3 for $2 tmr at school canteen during recesses (:, yes you should go buy it, 'cause you seldom see cheryllimsuwen baking (:

to momo.
hahas, you're suddenly being all random and stuff which i totally can't get used to but, thanks for also being a super good friend, though we always argue over the dumbest things and i never fail to call you gay, you'll still be in my heart and i'll miss you too (:

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and honestly, it really isn't enjoyable coming home after ever math paper just to face you to know how much i've fallen short of your expectations, it's just becoming so routined that i've just given up hope on even trying to meet your expectations, how would you feel if all you were ever told was that you were hopeless. i'm already dissapointed enough with myself, yet you just have to add to this grief.

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

'cause everything ends up being broken

Saturday, 18 October 2008

"We dance for laughter, we dance for tears, we dance for madness, we dance for fears, we dance for hopes, we dance for screams, we are the dancers, we create the dreams."

currently, every cell in my body is raging to dance ballet once again. gosh, i really miss the days of ballet with all my lovely ballerina's in primary school, our annual performances at the EOY concert. we really went throught countless joy, fear, pain and tears together. 'cause though we've gone our own seperate ways, we'll always be together in spirit, (:

our song,

and super busy schedules + fcf recruitment + guides training camp = i'm not going for chingay,

nvm, i shall remain optimistic about not going ( as promised to my belovedd miloo ), and look forward to bigger things :D

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

you kill me well,

Friday, 17 October 2008

and today was indeed a better day (: i'm a happy girl yo.

today was the day we went through the 'higher hopes of passing subjects' (: yes, 2/3'08's msg for hist is 1.5 which is a record breaker for mrY's record. 2/3 is a lovely class (: and i'm praying super hard that i can an a1 (:

yes, i think i screwedd up my lit, so i didn't bother asking about asking for my grades from mrE with the fear that i would get bad results. time flewwww, and geog lesson (: so i was super demoralised as mrF slowly went through the paper and it just got worse along the way as he mentioned like all the trick questions and all the keywords that were required for the allocation of marks, honestly, i was not looking forward to him reading out the results to everyone. tension kills too, but heys, a1 (: imma love being a geog. nerd :D

the a1 really made my day (: and i need to work harder for even better results, 'cause there is a difference when you study and when you don't (: let's all turn nerd and take over the world (:

and i want a pink psp (:

tag replies:

14/10/08

xm: HELLO, i still have longer legs than you :D ( but shorter body )

jassy: hahas, i like small stuffs (:

rofl: (?)

15/10/08

passerby: i have nothing better to say to you.

aqilah: lovess darhling (: despo peeps are un-lovedd.

elmo-boy: - replied -

milooo: hahas, the lunch really ain't anything lahhs (:

passerby: yeahh (: i'm quekaikmeng's miloo girl (:

casmelin: hahas yeahh (: i met many other people that day (:

16/10/08

miloo: (:

passerby: nahhs, my miloo loves me the most (:

jay: my tagboard is alive yo.

jassy: yeahh, and on many other people's tag board too.

sandra: COMPASSIONATE (:

17/10/08

xiuming: hahas, something sensible for once (:

yiting: it's just one a1 lahhs (:

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

and i don't want to fall to pieces

Thursday, 16 October 2008

just got the call from the chingay person (: ( i'm in yo! ) practice starts this sunday (:

i was super super demoralised today, 'cause we went through all thoses not so well done papers ( science, math, english, chinese ) darn, and i guess the idea of only being able to get back the results on monday is killing everyone, yes suspense does kill.

just a couple of smiles and laughs in lesson and then was especially emo the whole time after school, yet cheered up after talking to people (: yes, talked random stuff to jaini (: and we came to the conclusion that joyce has no life (:

and i love this part of the year (: 'cause once again it's the time for dance, gosh. it's been about 2 months since i last danced ( rrrruuusssttyyy ) and i am definately not used to seeing by tagboard being so alive.

i want a jie (:

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

' for the hope of a lifetime

Wednesday, 15 October 2008

i love you.

okay (: today was back to school day, yes. i suddenly am totally in love with school now after staying away for about 6 days, i've come to a conclusion that i need school to gain weight ( as i've lost a lot of weight over the past 6 days )

so it was skipping for post exam activities, really dreaded it at first, 'cause i couldn't imagine myself skipping with all the other sec2's (: honestly thought that it was quite retarded at the start. and yes, i did get hit by the skipping ropes many times ( tsk. tsk. SHARMINI tsk. ) and kohkia treated me to the energy drink thingy ( i still prefer H2O ) and i picked up the coin on the first try (:

spelling bee and sec 3 combination talk. ( i am totally lost now on what class i should go to ). but anyways, lunched and talked to sky and xianfu for a while before going to guides (: and i bought lunch for my dear miloo (:

to passerby:

i don't need to have an unknown person tagging on my tagboard raving about things that can never happen, i guess you're probably some person who has nothing better to do than to tag on the tagboards of random people and disrupt their life. please just stop tagging, or i'll just simply ban you. tyvm.

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

stop playing with my heart

Tuesday, 14 October 2008

i'm a happy girl today :D 'cause i went shopping and i met many many familiar faces at bugis (:

so met chiaminghao on the bus to amk (: then met qianci & joyce to go to bugis, yes saw casmelin at bugis (: so shopped around and saw jasmine and yujun and i bought my clothes and stuff (: i got a super cute watch ( watch with some sashimi thingy inside ) with qianci (: hahas we took super super long to choose it :D we finally left bugis, and i saw my darhling quraisha :D

so we went to daiso (: yes, everyone is now crazy about going to daiso (: 'cause everything is just $2. bought some stuff before i headed home (:

so i bought, vintage heart printed camisole, fake eyelashes, charm bracelet, watch, noticeboard & clips ( from daiso ), and other random things (: YAYS. i love shopping.

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

'maybe i was destined to walk this life alone.

Monday, 13 October 2008

' thoughts.

went to school for council photoshoot (: yes, saw kuanting on the bus there, so we took the same bus to school and apparantly he walked super fast and reached school much earlier than i did. ( okay, i've got super short legs i guess ) okay, so we shot the photos super fast and in probably 15 mins, and i realised i was darn short ( or my sec one juniors are tall ) so i was admist the sec one's, darn. I NEED TO GROW TALLER.

then walked around amk hub to eat, pepper lunched with some others, and i was obsessed with trying to use koh kia's phone to type msgs,and i came to the conclusion that i do not like pda phones. (: so walked around hub and i found my notebook (: yays,

tag replies :D ( sry for the laggishness )

01 october :D

chuishan: hello darhling, relinkkedd.

03 october :D

fabian: fabianko, yes i remember you (: ANCESTOR

milooo: (:

wingsang: hahas, yeah, it's a retarded sec 1 pic of both of us (:

05 october :D

milooo: 8 months :D

06 october :D

timothy: fattie (timi) suen chih weng, hahas (: yes must feel honoured

sandra: HELLO (:

07 october :D

miloo: yeah :D exams over le, can spend more time tgt (:

08 october :D

aqilah: GIANT COOKIE MONSTER (: hahas,

09 october :D

huiling: nope, after exams is more boring than before.

10 october :D

passerby: who are you?

12 october :D

aqilahh: LOVE STORY & DONUTS :DDDD

milooboy: it's ok lah (: can talk le mahhs (:

13 october :D

sylviaKOHKIA: you're the most RETARDEDDEST :D HAHAS.

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

the tendency to fall in love,

Sunday, 12 October 2008

'and maybe i just can't breathe.

so went to church in the morning, and i saw all my little kiddies (: ( hello sweethearts ) and they were the most adorable children ever (: and i've found a new kid to love, CALEB :D i want a picture with him (:

so we officially declared that eugin's favourite colour is pink (: and cellgroup was great (:

love is patient, love is kind, it's a form of longterm suffering where you
do not expect any form of gratitude to be returned back to you . you love the people you hate, as you hope that someday it might influence them, and that you'll see a change in every single one of them. it may be tough, yet, you just need to do what is right (:

so i forgive everyone who has done something wrong towards me no matter how hurt i was i still love everyone (: and i'm sorry to all those that i've hurt, i apologize (:

i went to ikea (: yays, there are many things that i want, 'cause i'm going to refurnish my room PINK FURNITURE (: , and i got my 90cents elephant soft toy (: ( okay i'm starting to think that i'm weird to be a nearly 14 year old to be obsessive over soft toys :D )

and my miloo is the best guy ever (:

' for there's a love greater than our purpose.

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

your love is the sweetest sin

Saturday, 11 October 2008

gosh, i guess i'm a super lifeless person, apparantly, it seems to be the 'hols' and all i've been doing is working ( my lovely part time job which pays big bucks ) and staying at home doing nothingness (?) i shall work for a few more days and earn more money to be able to afford to go shopping for the rest of the hols (:

and i guess the official hols won't be that carefree for me, i've got many many things planned out to keep myself busy, ( yea. im a freak who loves to be busy ) actually, im packed. chingay dance practices ( if i get through the auditions that is ), camps, shopping sprees (: , science research project, part time job and studying.

but now i'm just psyched about going shopping next tuesday, that's probably going to be the most interesting thing that is going to happen to me ( and i'll have enough money to buy things that i want (: )

anyways, i woke up later than usual today and spent almost the whole day tidying up my bedroom which is in a total mess with all my books and files everywhere. i want more pink furniture gosh, and my belovedd patrick star is missing, yes the one i used to piss off mrC.

and my day is super boring without my miloo dearest, i miss you darhling :(

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

i need to get away from you

Friday, 10 October 2008

i'm in no mood to blog with long sentences, so only sweet simple point form words today (:

1. i part time worked again (: so i earned more money

2. i spent probably the whole day 'arguing' with my miloo dearest (:

3. i suddenly have the urge to go back to school.

4. i am addicted to the songs love story and natural high (:

5. i love smiley faces :D

6. i've made up my mind, i want a giant cookie monster (:

7. i need to go shopping (:

8. i love doughnuts (:

9. i have no idea who is passerby ( probably some person who hasnothing better to do )

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

' cause you're one in a million

Thursday, 9 October 2008

i'm a happy girl today (: 'cause i slept till late late in the morning, hahas the bliss of being a dnt student ( laughs at all the homeecons students for having to go back to school ) and my hotmail is finally back to normal, yays. i love deleting emails.

anyways my day was not wasted away, 'cause i part time worked (: earn money to go shopping next tuesday (: so now i'm slightly richer.

i've got new holiday aspirations now, like to not waste a single day as we never know what's going to happen next, so let us cherish every single day (: and i found many many new songs to love and get addicted to (:

goodbye.

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

and all that's left.

Wednesday, 8 October 2008

apparantly, today is the last paper for me, so i'm free to go and burn my books (:

yes, i loveeee today (: 'cause exams are finally over and i can totally stop the studying craze in me, i feel so carefree now, okay, maybe not that much because there's still the results to worry about. i pray that i can get darn good results ( crosses fingers and prays real hard )

darn, anyways, after school was funnn (: 'cause i watched the house bunny, and i'm convinced that it is a partially bimbotic show, and we probably wasted 2 hrs walking around the hub trying to waste time before the movie started, but we couldn't care less, and i bought many brainless stuffs. (:

AND I WANT A GIANT ELMO/COOKIE MONSTER (: SOMEONE PLEASE BUY IT FOR ME :D ( I WILL LOVE YOU IF YOU DO )

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

maybe we were never meant to be

Monday, 6 October 2008

' everything is coming to a closure, '

i don't know what to say about the chinese paper, probably confusing (?) 'cause it certainly felt like that there was more than one answer to the question and it was really irritating to do the paper. but anyway, it' all over, so i shall just look forward to the last paper tmr (:

yayness i'm looking forward to after exams, 'cause i'm going to enjoy myself after being so deprived after so many weeks or mugging., and i'm finally going to start to dance again. (:

' we're gonna dance in the freedom we know,'

i've lost the attitude to study after having all the super hard papers over, so possibly i might screw up lit. but i'm going to do my best and be a good girl and do the final day of mugging before i burn all my books tmr (:

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

you cut me open,

Sunday, 5 October 2008

SCIENCE IS OVER (: SO SCREWW IT.

exams are ending in 2 days time (: so we shall stay strong and continue to mug (:

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU:
1) Are you single?
' yeah (: and i'm loving it (:

2) Are you happy?
' yeah (: LIFE IS GREAT.

3) Are you bored?
' yeah, if not i won't be doing this.

5) Are you italian?
'nope.

6) Are you pregnant?
' obviously NOT.

7) Are you afraid of the dark?
' at times.

8) Are you good at cooking?
' you will regret this.

9) Are you irish?
' nope,

10) Are your parents still married?
' yeah (: HAPPILY EVER AFTER

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:

1) Do you believe in love at first sight?
' yeah (: 'cause i saw it happen before

2) Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
' yeah, everyone has.

3) What is it that you look for in someone?
' thoughfulness (:

5) Are you afraid of commitments?
' yeah.

6) Have you hugged someone within the last week?
' yeah (: i give mega mega big hugs to many people (:

7) Have you ever had a secret admirer?
' if i knew, it won't be secret.

8) Which ex did you love the most?
' ( jbla)

9) Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex?
' yea (:

10) Have you ever cheated in a relationship?
' no.

1) Love or money?
' loveeeee (:

2) Hard liquor or beer?
' none (?)

3) Cats or dogs?
' dogs .

4) A few best friends or many regular friends?
' few best friends (:

5) Television or internet?
' internet (:

6) Pepsi or coke?
' what's the diff (?)

7) Wild night out or romantic night in?
' romatic night in (:

8) Money or happiness?
' happiness (:

9) Night or day?
' day (:

10) MSN or phone?
' currently, msn (:

TEN HAVE YOU EVER:

1) Been caught sneaking out?
' no.

2) Been skinny dipping?
' no.

3) Done something you regret?
' yeah,

4) Bungee jumped?
' nope.

5) Lied to someone you love?
' yeah

6) Finished an entire jaw breaker?
' nope.

7) Have you ever slept in someone else's bed?
' yeah. (:

8) Wanted an ex bf/gf back?
' yeah.

9) Cried because you lost a pet?
' i cried buckets of tears

10) Wanted to disappear?
' yeah, disappear and never come back ever again

TEN PREFERENCES:
1) Smile or eyes:
' nice beautiful smile (:

2) Light or dark hair:
' light.

3) Hugs or kisses:
' hugs (:

4) Shorter or taller:
' taller .

5) Intelligence or attraction:
' attraction (:

6) Romantic or spontaneous:
' romantic (:

7) Hook-up or relationship:
' relationship

8) Dinner out or takeaways:
' dinner out

9) Hot or cute:
' cuteeee (:

10) Educated or dropout:
' educated.

LASTS:
1) Last phone call you made:
' mummy (:

2) Last phone call you received:
' mummy (:

3) Last person you hung out with:
' Charlene & Yuanyun.

4) Last person you tackled:
' dont know

5) Last person(s) you hugged:
' aqilah, (:

6) Last text message
' miloooo (:

7) Last personage you received:
' ( ? )

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

' i don't have a reason to lie.

Happy 8th month miloo dearest (:

yes, it's 051008. means it's 8 months since we've known each other (: we've come a long way darhling (: to think it was 8 months ago due to iced miloo, cca open house and fattie ( timi suen ).

the kids at david's were the most awesome-est kids ever (: ( especially joshua, ro-i, charmaine, kingston, esther and shalom (: ) 'cause they were super super darn cute.

and know, i shall officially declare that chiewjingyi is moosewoman (:

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

innocence,

Friday, 3 October 2008

'forever is what you make of it'

today shall be study study day (: super sad thing that i'm not going out with my sweethearts and darhlings to mug. ( sry all my super super friends )

and my hotmail is still screwedd, and it's really pissing me off to no end. i cannot stand seeing the fact thati have 29 uncleared emails ( ARGH, I'M JUST EASILY IRRITATED BY SMALL STUFFS )

i feel super bad, i'm supposed to be studying and yet i'm online shopping darn. but i love all the online stuff i bought (: I LOVE E.L.F MAKEUP

to my dearest milooo;

tmr's our 8th month darhling (:

(edit)

What color shirt are you wearing?
'grey

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
' yeah (; 'cause i'm msging my belovedd.

If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
' Drag my girls out . and Spend the money together :D

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
'my korkor

Who was driving the last car you were in?
' my mum.

Who was the last person that texted you?
' my belovedd miloo

What are you craving right now?
' cookies (:

What are you worried about?
' science exam on monday

When was the last time you cried? And why?
' few weeks ago, the pressure caught up with me.

What do the majority of people in your life call you?
' cheryl.

Last thing/person to make you smile?
' my pooh bear (:

Something bothering you right now?
' YESSSSSSSSSSS.

Have you ever broken someones heart?
' yeah.

Do you like to cuddle?
' YES. hugs are the most awesome-est thingy's in the world (:

Name something great that happened today?
' i was nerd and mugged

How many different people of the opposite sex have you really cried over?
' a few, those that i love/once loved.

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
' nope

Do you like your life as of now?
' yeahh (:

How did you wake up this morning?
' my my alarm (:

What's the last bone you broke?
' never break before lah .

What are you excited about?
' seeing the small kids tmr (:

Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
' piercings - yes. tattoos - no.

Do you curse a lot?
' no.

Was your last kiss a mistake?
' nope.

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
' yea.

Where are you?
' home sweeeeeeeeet home.

What color are your eyes?
' black .

When is the last time you were embarrassed?
' cant rmb,

Do you usually fall for people you can't have?
' yeah.

What was the last item you bought?
' brownies (:

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
' mugging.

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
' yeah.

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
' yeah, i was obsessive.

Have you ever cried while in the shower?
' yeah. it's the best place to cry.

What are you going to doing tonight
' mugg

Is there someone you'd really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff?
' Yes :D

Is there something that has happened in your past that you really dislike talking about?
' yeah.

What time did you get up this morning?
' 8.45

When was the last time you swam?
' long time ago.

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

we're all heroes

JTC'08 long owed photos.

i love WONDER WOLF JTC'08

we went through great times together

those crazy and wacky ones (:

those time that we had to be serious

all the brilliant food we cooked.

and all that effort we put in to build our lovely chippewa table

those nights we stayed up to 4am to finish it.

we're really cute, hot and super girls (:

i'll always remember those memories

the wonderful JTC'08

i really love all you guys (:

WONDER WOLF; we'll always be together in spirit,

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

free of this confusion

i feel super screwedd now, darn. the math paper was officially a killer, momo. was super wrong raving about how it easy it was supposed to be. i'm suddenly in love with algebra though. 'cause i've turned nerd after excessive exposure to math and science.

and i'm angry at my msn ( hotmail ) as it's screwedd, so i can't delete away unwanted emails and apparantly i'm pissed off with the fact that i'm unable to delete it. darn,

i've got to mugg for science now, need to use up all my brain juice for that. gosh, but i'm losing concentration now, ( slaps myself ) I NEED TO BE FOCUSED. ( FOCUS DARHLING )

to-do-list: science chapter 15, science chapter 6, science chapter 4

(edit)

1) Where is the person you want most?
' in Singapore.

2) Where will you be 2 hours from now?
' mugging at home.

3) Last kiss?
' last week. ( to small kids )

4) Does your ex miss you?
' probably not, they are heartless .

5) Does anyone love you?
' what's not to love (:

6) Can you make yourself sneeze?
' i don't try doing stupid things

7) Has your ex moved on?
' erm yeah.

8) What are you doing tomorrow?
' mugging with my fellow sweethearts and darhlings,

9) Are you easily confused?
' im a blur queen (:

10) Do you think you would make a good wife?
' that's up to my husband-to-be (:

11) Where were you at 9am this morning?
' taking math paper in 2/3 class room.

12) Do you fall for people easily?
' i fall in and out of love easily

13) Everything happens for a reason?
' yeah (:

14) What does your last text message read?
' hahas yea :D heh xD so cool lah xD and then exams would be over real soon and can spend time together le :D

15) When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
' huh?
.
18) What are you listening to right now?
' Beyonce- dangerously in love .
.
19) How was your week so far?
' nerdilicious-ly great.

20) Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
' Yeah, there's a deep dark secret.

21) Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
' yes, ( 'cause he's super super cute; joshuaa ).

23) Do you sleep with the TV on?
' yes . millions of time .

24) Are you too forgiving?
' yes, at times ( unless to certain people )

26) Have you ever wanted to be a firefighter?
' no , i dont wanna be a roasted pig in the end.

27) Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
' no, i deleted already.

29) Who do you miss?
' my small kids and belovedd miloo (:

30) What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
' famous amos cookies (:

31) Are you signed onto AIM?
' nope.

32) If you could have any car what would it be?
' i'm not planning to drive.

33) What are you stressed out about?
' science exams on monday.

34) Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
' nope, fbts (:

35) How many windows are open on your computer?
' 3

36) In the past week have you gotten sick?
' flu.

37) In the past week have you gotten your hair cut.
' no.

38) Who was your last call from?
' WING SANG (:

39) What can't you wait for?
' exams to be over asap.

40) What do you do most of your time?
' mugg (:

41) How much clothes do you have in your closet?
' many many many.

42) On a scale of 1-10 How good is life?
' 11 (:

43) Will you and your ex ever get back together?
' what the past is the past , the feelings will never be the same like before.

50) Do you think you'll be a good Mother?
' i love small kids (:

51) Are you high-maintence?
' No 'cause , no one is perfect.

52) Do people hate you?
' yea, everyone has enemies.

53) Do you trust your best friend?
' yeah (:

54) Whats your pets name ?
' my pet society pet name is MOMO. ( justinngthianhuat )

55) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
' my height (:

56) Where is your father?
' working.

57) If you could tell them one thing, what would it be?
' baby, take my hand, and we'll soar to the sky.

58) Did you do this survey because you were bored?
' yes ,

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

i deserve to know,

Wednesday, 1 October 2008

today is the day after children's day (: and tmr is the math paper, great, i'm feeling so hopeless now, it's like i've tried so hard to meet the mark, yet time and again fail to do so. i'm just a case of low-self-esteem now, nvm, i'll just stay optimistic (: thanks all my sweethearts and darhlings for encouraging me all the way (:

i'll just do my best; 'cause nothing in this world is impossible.

YAYNESS exams end in 4 days time ( just counting the exam days ), and we shall finally be set free and go do all the post-exam-ish stuff (:

1. watch the house bunny to prove joyce that it isn't a bimbo show ( or is it? )

2. go on shopping spree(s) (:

3. ice-skating,

4. take care of small kids (:

5. another brainless things (:

6. get GMA asap.

7. chinggay parade (:

and i feel freakkish, 'cause i'm suddenly obsessed with apples ( super colourful apples :D )

shall be evil and tempt everyone (: i've got famous amos cookies & ben&jerry's icecream (fats)

to-do-list: ~~math SA1 paper~~, ~~math 2007 EOY paper~~, ~~math revision~~

// just do your best and leave the results in his hand.

Lots of ♥, Cheryl

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