i'm so glad that over the past few days i've got to know so many individuals so much better, and i really see the true meaning of christmas coming alive and becoming so personal this year, i thank god for the opportunity to share the greatest gift with others by serving them.

wanna say THANKYOU AND I APPRECIATE IT to all those who have been guiding me along this whole crazy year of 2009, through all the ups and downs :D

seriously, both of us can play this game. but oh heck, it's just gonna be a waste of my time and unlike you i've got so many more important things to do with my life.
lalalalas, i dislike posers.

meanwhile, i think a great show's about the unfold, so can't wait to see what's gonna happen.
guess what goes around just comes around, and nothing lasts forever ( except god's amazing love. ), and till then i'll just be here watching.

this guy from facebook gave me the cheesiest line i've heard in such a long time.


EPIC.




seriously, i've been drained of all my energy today


the most hectic gkids session i had in the many many years, i always thought that taking care of five crazy screaming kids was bad enough till i faced what happened today, we're running short of leaders and taking on a whole group for the whole day is darn tiring, glad the kids still enjoyed themselves today (:


lunch was nakhon thai food with parents, before training down from bishan to orchard, seriously splurged, got so many many things, yays new 32gb ipodtouch and beefgoulash soup from the soup spoon :D


walk with dad @ ten, got greater insight on so many things felt i was reading a devotion from my quiet time book, hahas.

hohoho,
i wanna be a santarina this christmas.

day spent christmas shopping w jingwen, ate lunch and got some christmas materials at ikea, hahas met chuan there, she said i'm super dao because i walked passed her many times and did not notice her, cabbed home and the cabbie was super funny.

ended up training down to dhoby ghaut, daiso and made with love :D met yangcheng there hahas, crazy that he recognises me though.

i'm pretty broke now, but god will provide (:

hand's stained with magenta purple ink.
and just brought my yellowtofu out of his plastic wrapper after a year or smth like that.
yays, aircon's on now (: cold will probably be back tmr.
day was pretty productive, finally back to normal rangers prog after such a long time, not used to the new attire though, wearing a vest with rangers tee and jeans, and it's like the first time my medals get taken out of their boxes (not including the BMA/SMA ceremony.)
alicia's birthday celebration, caught up with my cousins and many more young little baby nephews and nieces are coming our way, 'cause eileen's and huiyongjie's pregnant.

super fun day today,
met jw for a swim at hougang swimming complex, swam for about 1hr plus before it poured super heavily after we got out of the pool, bus 165 down to hougang mall for lunch at ajisan ramen and shop spree at cotton on (: got this giant bear named ahbor before busing to jingwen's house. in love with the new OSF laptop case i just ordered (:

and my god is an awesome god and a very timely one too, was just email updating dilys about my life yesterday and mentioned to her about how not easy and not smooth sailing the whole thing was, and devotion today was about the leadership of joash in 2nd chronicles 24:1-14, and the reflection part's really a timely message for me, " When the Lord lays on our heart something for us to do, we often assume it will be easy or go smoothly. Sometimes, though, we will encounter setbacks and opposition, and we must learn to perservere in doing what is right."

feel like a fat kid nowadays, :( don't like holidays 'cause i don't get to walk off the extra fats like i do on normal schooling days, and haven't managed to spend time with those that i miss alot yet :(

the message bible's a good buy, seriously useful when it comes to preparing sermons while you don't seem to understand what the NIV version is trying to imply, and seriously, sermon prep is pretty hard. still stuck on my few points w/o proper elaboration.

So, here's my lifelong wish;
My grown-up Christmas list.
Not for myself, but for a world in need.


No more lives torn apart,
And wars would never start,
And time would heal all hearts.
Everyone would have a friend,
And right would always win,
And love would never end...
This is my grown-up Christmas list.