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#fa Saturday, 31 March 2012      happy birthday my dearest #fa buddy! goodbye Wednesday, 28 March 2012 To all the hearts that I've scarred, I'm sorry but starting tonight I'm not going to let these memories haunt me anymore I'm no longer that girl, and I too deserve to live a life without feeling burdened by all of you. Thank you for loving me at a certain point in your life, but just so you know, at a certain point in our relationship I did love each and every one of you too. Whether as friends or more, I did love you. So please forgive me for what I've done, cause I never meant for things to turn out like this Goodbye .x remembering sunday Monday, 26 March 2012      a sunday could not be any more perfect barnabas club in the morning, lunch and cell in the afternoon, ice cream and ibz camp cheer discussion with Chee Yuan in the mid afternoon and finally dinner and hunger games with Norman it was a terribly long day but it was still perfect nonetheless. 365project goodbyes Sunday, 25 March 2012 Being strong sometimes means being able to let go. just so you know, i'm terrible at goodbyes friends Saturday, 24 March 2012  friends that will always hold a special place in my heart .x a thousand times again for you Friday, 23 March 2012 “There are certain people that come into your life, and leave a mark. Their place in your heart is tender, a bruise of longing, a pulse of unfinished business. Just hearing their names pushes and pulls at you in a hundred ways, and when you try to define those hundred ways, describe them even to yourself, words are useless.” - Sara Zarr cookaholic Thursday, 22 March 2012     because I woke up this morning with a desire for eggs benedict didn't plan on cooking it but I finally caved in at 4pm cause I was dying from hunger and this craving the eggs weren't poached to perfection, but I would consider them being pretty well done for my first try definitely would have loved to add smoked salmon to make this the perfect Norwegian Eggs Benedict tantalizing taste buds .x march muses Wednesday, 21 March 2012                                   this isn't me Monday, 19 March 2012
'cause no one said living this life would be easy, yet no one said that living this life would be this hard.
I hate it, I hate feeling this vulnerable, I hate feeling like I'm not in control of how I'm feeling.
I hate curling up in that one corner of my room sobbing away because there's nothing else that I can do than to convince myself that I'm good enough, that I'm already trying my best and that one day, just one day, things will finally be ok.
I hate having to wear my shades out on a shady day just because I feel like I'm going to break down if I make eye contact with any passing stranger on the street.
I hate this feeling of not belonging. I'm stuck, I'm neither here nor there. And each day it just feels like I'm getting torn apart more and more. It feels like I'm falling apart and I have no idea how much longer I can hold myself together before I end up falling to pieces.
Why do things have to be this hard?
Why does life have to be this hard? rockstar Monday, 12 March 2012  since you only live once |
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